T3hwhattodo
Nov 23, 2009, 01:32 PM
Well... lets start from the beginning...
Me and this boy (ofcourse, what else would it be about?) hmm I can't say that we we're really good friends, we normally go out with a group of friends on a Friday like most teenagers do. Well we missed the bus home and walked back, but I had to walk milleess so I stayed around his. We had a brilliant conversation and opened up our feelings because I know he used to like me but now when I think I have, no I know I have feelings for him, he's just being blunt and cold. So I've stayed at his house, haven't done anything, just kissed and talked a lot. It was lovely ;) But afterwards when we got back to school people found out and it just went downnhill. So since then haven't had a normal conversation with him and I'm thinking, just give up... But I know I'm an attractive and determinded person so why should I give up if someone's so flipping scared of comitment. Its not hard, he could at least have given me a shot. But I think he doesn't speak to me atm because of people at school, and when I ask people say its not me and I should just forget. But now this really attractive girl likes him and its like te. I think he would prefer her over me.. great confidence boost.
Im thinking, if I can't even talk to him then what's the point. But it just seems to be like al lthe boys I know are like this. Is it me?
Me and this boy (ofcourse, what else would it be about?) hmm I can't say that we we're really good friends, we normally go out with a group of friends on a Friday like most teenagers do. Well we missed the bus home and walked back, but I had to walk milleess so I stayed around his. We had a brilliant conversation and opened up our feelings because I know he used to like me but now when I think I have, no I know I have feelings for him, he's just being blunt and cold. So I've stayed at his house, haven't done anything, just kissed and talked a lot. It was lovely ;) But afterwards when we got back to school people found out and it just went downnhill. So since then haven't had a normal conversation with him and I'm thinking, just give up... But I know I'm an attractive and determinded person so why should I give up if someone's so flipping scared of comitment. Its not hard, he could at least have given me a shot. But I think he doesn't speak to me atm because of people at school, and when I ask people say its not me and I should just forget. But now this really attractive girl likes him and its like te. I think he would prefer her over me.. great confidence boost.
Im thinking, if I can't even talk to him then what's the point. But it just seems to be like al lthe boys I know are like this. Is it me?