My ex and I had been together for almost 7 yrs! We were gettng better... but at the same time he never really showed me the affection I needed and I sunk into a low! I started drinking.. a lot I was drinking at work and while driving I even went to the hospital to get help but they told me they couldn't help! He said he was there for me but I didn't feel it and when I thought after a few months of not drinking I was OK things just went down hill again.. is he ever going to understand what I have been going through! Will he ever realize it was never on purpose?

How old are the two of you?
Did he recently leave you?
Did he give you a reason why?

If you have a problem with alcohol, please get help somewhere. It will only get worse, and make matters a little more cloudy.

You will get over this guy.

Life does indeed go on.

You need to take care of yourself first.

Go see an alcohol abuse program.

Go see a therapist, because you are showing signs of depression.

Work on your self-esteem before worrying about your boyfriend.

Get sober for a year and deal with your problems with a clear sober mind.

Your local Alcoholics Anonymous chapter can steer you in the right direction so seek them out. They WILL help you whether he does or not.

Don't depend on him, do this for you.

Much Luck.