If I eat too much I consider making myself sick. I nearly did once to but I stopped myself, I stopped because I knew it was stupid. But I can feel myself slipping into old habits. I know I'm not happy after eating too much, or eating ful stop. I feel fat.But I've mean told I'm underwieght for my height and age. Anyhelp?

Just looking back you've been dealing with this for almost a year. It might be good to talk to a support group. Sometimes local rec centers, churches or schools will have group sessions where you can talk to others who have dealt with and gotten past their sickness. Hearing from someone who has been there and got better helps