Hey everyone, I really need your opinion, so please give it.

Its my last year of high school, its suppose to be awesome, but so far its been horrible. Towards the end of last year my boyfriend and I took a break, it was his decision not mine, but I respected it. During the break I went out with my friends and had a couple drinks, then ended up making out with this guy. I felt and still feel horrible about it. And he found out and there was a huge upset. The result we broke up. During the summer we hung out and he told me he loved me and wanted to be with me, but he has to figure some things out. And of course I wanted the same thing, I love him dearly. But at the end of the summer he started going out with the girl he was dating before me. I know he loves me, and I love him too, even after everything that has happened. But thanksgiving weekend I made a HUGE mistake. I hung out with my friends, and got really drunk, and my friends wanted to hang out with these guys so I went along. We were in their car and both my best friend and I made out with them and gave them blow jobs. He found out and is extremely mad at me, and is very very hurt. And I understand that, and he is now saying that he doesn't want to try us anymore and stuff. I feel like crap, because I love him with all my heart, and I am sorry beyond sorry, I've been so upset since it happened, and wish he would give me a second chance, and forgive me.

Do you think I should be given a second chance, and be forgiven? Please Help Me !

I think you need to seriously confront your problem with alcohol. You are a senior in high school and this is unacceptable. You are forming a pattern of behavior that is extremely dangerous... cut the alcohol out of your life until you can handle it responsibly, and that had better be until you are at least 21. What happens when you get a boyfriend and you are out with the girls and you are drunk? You think it won't happen again that you peform some sexual act because you are intoxicated?

And to answer your question, NO, if I was your ex, or boyfriend, or whatever, I would NEVER talk to you again.

https://www.askmehelpdesk.com/relationships/taking-break-she-blew-406288.html


So you are both posting here? I'm confused.

>Thread Closed<

Until the OP explains to me why they are both posting this issue, or simply playing games with us.