kendraroo2010
Oct 13, 2009, 08:14 PM
This could go under so many things.. and I couldn't decide to choose children, mental and emotional health, disabilitys, medical conditions, and diseases. So I just stuck with this one. :D
my mother had me at 17, the age I am now. Surprise surprise.. my dad was 34 I think..
I know gross. But my dad has been a drug addict since he was a young adult. I don't see him very often. My mom broke it off with him when I was 12 or so. I was in junior high at the time. He practically lived on the couch, had a 12$ an hour job and was constantly broke, asking to borrow money from my mom. I was young but it was obvious to me he had a drug problem. I have been on ritalin since I was 5 years old. I was diagnosed with ADHD right around then. As I got older I started to realize I would run out of pill during the middle of the month.. =/ hmm.. how could this be? I was getting sent home from school because I wasn't taking my medicine. My mom got back with my dad my freshman year. I remember her kicking him out because he was supposed to take baily ( my little brother trick or treating) but instead he was snorting coke/pills in the garage. =/
my dad has never really been there. Expect the first few years of me and my brothers life. I am seven years old then my brother. My brother worships our dad. But I really can not see how.. maybe when he gets older he will understand. It just breaks me heart how much respect my brother has for someone like that. After my brother was born I was pushed aside. Never really bothered with me anymore. I still never get birthday cards or phone calls, or even christmas presents. But when bailys birthday rolls around. Dad calls and wants him all weekend. Or all week.
anyway... sorry I got so side tracked. :( I was wondering if my dad being on drugs caused me to have ADHD. I've always noticed the similarity. How the addicts take it to go fast. When I take ritalin to calm me down.. its like completely opposite. Does ADHD medication have crack or cocain in them? Am I more prone to becoming an addict because of my ADHD medication and my father being an addict? I've always wondered but no one could help me.
my mother had me at 17, the age I am now. Surprise surprise.. my dad was 34 I think..
I know gross. But my dad has been a drug addict since he was a young adult. I don't see him very often. My mom broke it off with him when I was 12 or so. I was in junior high at the time. He practically lived on the couch, had a 12$ an hour job and was constantly broke, asking to borrow money from my mom. I was young but it was obvious to me he had a drug problem. I have been on ritalin since I was 5 years old. I was diagnosed with ADHD right around then. As I got older I started to realize I would run out of pill during the middle of the month.. =/ hmm.. how could this be? I was getting sent home from school because I wasn't taking my medicine. My mom got back with my dad my freshman year. I remember her kicking him out because he was supposed to take baily ( my little brother trick or treating) but instead he was snorting coke/pills in the garage. =/
my dad has never really been there. Expect the first few years of me and my brothers life. I am seven years old then my brother. My brother worships our dad. But I really can not see how.. maybe when he gets older he will understand. It just breaks me heart how much respect my brother has for someone like that. After my brother was born I was pushed aside. Never really bothered with me anymore. I still never get birthday cards or phone calls, or even christmas presents. But when bailys birthday rolls around. Dad calls and wants him all weekend. Or all week.
anyway... sorry I got so side tracked. :( I was wondering if my dad being on drugs caused me to have ADHD. I've always noticed the similarity. How the addicts take it to go fast. When I take ritalin to calm me down.. its like completely opposite. Does ADHD medication have crack or cocain in them? Am I more prone to becoming an addict because of my ADHD medication and my father being an addict? I've always wondered but no one could help me.