rdallah
Oct 12, 2009, 11:16 AM
I have recently been told based on some strange incidents that I am a sensitive and spirits are drawn to me. I just moved from an apartment in another state, strange things would happen as with some poltergeist like activity but I brushed it off. I would be blaming my younger son for those things and yelling at him. Also there was a lot of tension and depression in the home too. I was having some financial issues and was not feeling the most pleasant. I do a radio show and had a spiritualist as a guest. I asked him later to tell me if he could see any spirits around me. He saw a disabled elderly man with a walker, and an imp with no fingers on his hand. He said he would project himself to my home to help those spirits leave, then look to see if there was a spiritual rope attached to me which would signify a hold someone had on me. It took some time but the two spirits left. He also said as he checked me my body levitated towards the light which he'd never seen before for a living person. He did all this at 7 am. I was asleep. I suddenly awakened at 7:24 am approximately following my levitation. I don't normally wake up that early without an alarm clock especially when I stay up until 3-5 in the morning working on my PC. That was unusual for me to do so suddenly and at the precise moment he was working on me. Things quieted down after that but strange feelings overcame me again. I asked the Spiritualist what to do because I had felt someone breath on me as if blowing on my neck. There was no flowing air in the house and I wasn't sitting near a window. He told me it was my Spirit Guide letting me know he was there. So after awhile I was feeling so much saddness and despair all the time. Things were not going well and I was losing my apartment. I moved and those feelings continue. I thought I was just depressed. I have moments of dread and saddness that seem to take over but that's not my personality. I usually find my way out of problems. Just the other day I felt that breath on me again and this time there was no air flowing because it's kind of chilly out now and the windows are closed. I'm wondering if it is my spirit guide or something else. I keep having panic attacks which I've never had before. I know I am sensitive because I've had experiences before but this is the most emotionally and physically draining. The spiritualist said I have the power to control and I can tell the spirits to leave as I did before years ago when I realized the spirit of an older woman who died in the house I lived in was still there. I could hear her humming and she would often flush the toilet. My younger son could sense her too and was afraid to go upstairs alone. My daughter would have nightmares when sleeping in the room the woman died in. SO I asked the woman sternly to leave and I believe she did because no other strange things happened. Although we did eventually leave not long afte. Maybe that's what she wanted. My question to the forum is how can I control the effect these spirits have on me? I'm usually a cheerful and vibrant person but I feel like I'm someone else right now. Not as in possession but as if someone who was really sad and in despair is attached to me and following my energy. Please only serious responses.