mamaof2boys
Oct 9, 2009, 08:09 PM
Hi. Im 27 yrs old. I was diagnosed with anorexia when I was 15. My mother never really said anything about it after we left the dr's office and never offered me help with it. I always thought it was something I would grow out of but now in my adult years it is much worse than it has ever been. I have 2 children and my husband and I are currently trying to conceive our 3rd and last baby. I always ate and didn't worry about my weight with both my kids. Its after birth that triggers the extreme restricting and laxative abuse. I am now at the point where I realize this is eventually going to effect my children. I want to get help because I don't want to hurt them, but I am so far in I feel as though only a brain transplant will stop this disorder. My husband and family notice my extreme weight loss but no one ever really says much about it. I feel like if my husband were to ask me to seek treatment, I would. But since they don't take it seriously I feel like maybe I shouldn't either. Or maybe I'm not "sick enough" to need help. I'm not really sure what to do or how to get past this. Any thoughts?