General Griff
Sep 19, 2009, 03:12 AM
This is going to be a little long but anyway I have had a long distance girlfriend for two years now it's embarrassing but I don't care. Within the years I think she has cheated on me I actually have proof but to be honest at that time we were pretty much broke up after a heated argument. Anyway after about those five months of being separated we got back together and we started calling and sending gifts & things, well I sent gifts. The guy I know she dated she dated even before we were together. I didn't trust the guy. Anyway recently over the summer I went up to where she lived to finally got to see her. She's the exact opposite of me but I loved her. I was such a gentlemen while I was up there, you'd think I was brainwashed, eventually I took the first few steps and started holding hands than kissing. It went really well for a while than she told her mom something and her mom explained it to me that I was too close with her, that her daughter didn't always like being close like having an arm around her but her mom said kissing was fine. So I thought it had to do with her dad leaving her at a young age and she has close issues & she's poor and all that she doesn't live in a very good environment so I expected issues. But I tried to ease off. We did all these things while I was up there and at the end she really seemed to enjoy it, total I spent $560 on the trip out of my 15 year old pocket. When I left I pretty much started sobbing on the plane the stewardest even asked me if I was OK.
Anyway I really missed her after I got home and I waited to call her but I was really busy with getting ready for school. Then the day I was going to call I got a message in my Facebook mailbox saying "I don't think we should consider us boyfriend and girlfriend anymore." Then over the course of a few days I sent messages trying to find the truth even though she said she never lie to me. She really seemed like she didn't care in the messages when I asked for a phone call she said she lost the phone. Eventually after sobbing ten times worse every day my best friend Matt looked at the messages and encouraged me to write a message back saying I was through with her bs and everything. In the end she never messaged me back and took me off her friends list and contacts & everything. She changed her bio took me out of her best friends & at the very end it said P.S. "I love you Brendan" the guy she dated, by the way I forgot to mention I know the guy very well and he pulled this really nasty prank on her made her cry, and he doesn't even like her he just likes pulling pranks, so I don't get it. All I know is I'm trying to get over it and all I can do is write depressing songs and I keep having these nightmares is driving me insane!! HELP!!
PLEASE READ EVERYTHING, I KNOW IT'S A LOT.
Anyway I really missed her after I got home and I waited to call her but I was really busy with getting ready for school. Then the day I was going to call I got a message in my Facebook mailbox saying "I don't think we should consider us boyfriend and girlfriend anymore." Then over the course of a few days I sent messages trying to find the truth even though she said she never lie to me. She really seemed like she didn't care in the messages when I asked for a phone call she said she lost the phone. Eventually after sobbing ten times worse every day my best friend Matt looked at the messages and encouraged me to write a message back saying I was through with her bs and everything. In the end she never messaged me back and took me off her friends list and contacts & everything. She changed her bio took me out of her best friends & at the very end it said P.S. "I love you Brendan" the guy she dated, by the way I forgot to mention I know the guy very well and he pulled this really nasty prank on her made her cry, and he doesn't even like her he just likes pulling pranks, so I don't get it. All I know is I'm trying to get over it and all I can do is write depressing songs and I keep having these nightmares is driving me insane!! HELP!!
PLEASE READ EVERYTHING, I KNOW IT'S A LOT.