I had a really good friend that was there for me when ever I needed him he really cared for e.g. I needed some religious adviCe he helped me through it even if I'm siCk he'll tell me what 2 do 2 feel better and ask how I feel. I started 2 love him but I had a boyfriend at the time we were kind of pressured to be together because of our families. My boyfriend didn't want me talking 2 my bestie and I lyed 2 my bestie because I didn't want him knowing I have a boyfriend. One day I had the guts 2 tell him I love him and it made us even closer but he didn't say he felt the same. Later on I found out he knew about my boyfriend but wasn't sure if it was true. I got siCk of being just friends and was ready 2 dump my boyfriend and ask him out stuff happened I asked him out and was about 2 dump my boyfriend but he dumped me because my besties friend found out and told the world so now he's sure I lyed to him my boyfriend and I r now good friends but I really love my bestie and he hates me I don't know why though he didn't even admit he liked me so if he didn't then why can't he get ova it? I just want to be atlaast friends maybe not as close as before but friends are better than enemies we've been enemies sinCe end of last yr. now I sometimes catCh him looking at me but looks away when he relizis I c him. What can I do?

Find new friends.