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Tiffany Nelson
Sep 5, 2009, 09:49 AM
... honestly. I grew up with parents that always fought and degraded each other. Part of this is because my mother has suffered from anxiety/depression for years and my dad is bipolar, or at least shows all the signs of being bipolar. I don't know if that will have anything to do with this... but..

Recently I've been hearing voices in my head, most of them belonging to friends or family. The voices say things that pick me apart, analyzing everything I did in a situation and finding something wrong with each thing then telling me to do this or that to fix it. And sometimes it's more of a paranoid thing... like two of the voices are talking back and forth between each other about me. I've actually caught myself moving my lips in sync with what some of them say. It freaks me out sometimes, because this sort of thing happens randomly. One day I'm perfectly fine then Bam! Hearing it again.

I'm not sure if this is shizophrenia or just paranoia or something else.. I've blacked out in situations before and not remembered what I did (got into a fight with someone, argued, etc) I've actually carried on a conversation with someone before while I was spacing out and when I was no longer spaced out I had no idea what I had just been talking about.

I really want some sort of professional opinion on this. :/

Fr_Chuck
Sep 5, 2009, 09:52 AM
While we all have a part of our brain that thinks about our actions, if you are seriously hearinig voices, and having issues from the past, please seek real life, in person professional help