OK I haven't really made one in a while...
As you no I'm katie and I'm 13 and I cut myself..
Well I haven't cut for lyk 4 or 5 months and the guy jay I was talking about well we ended up going out and stuff I still no how to say no to sex I'm still am not going to.
Well I'm still in love with jay but this girl leanne told me she thinks he was cheating on me and stuff so I broke up with him worst thing I ever done because I regret it and hurt me really bad and I never meant to all I did was hurt the one I love and myself and I hate it I don't know what to do he hardly ever talks to me he said he's not mad at me anymorere what do I do I miss him and love him so much all I want is him...
People say I'm not in love at all that I'm lyk lying but I'm not I really do love him and I can't help it that I do...
Well if jays not mad at me anymore why isent he talking to me?
Help I just want him backk...
I no a lot more guyz would want to go outwith me because a lot did ask me out but I don't want them I want him and only him!!

You would have to talk to him and try and patch things up. If you realize that he wasn't cheating tell him you broke up for stupid reasons and would like another chance.

You can forgive someone and not be mad yet never talk to them again. If you want any kind of relationship with him you are going to have to make the moves to make it happen.
And stop believing everything everybody tells you without first checking it out.