It's like when things are looking up everything goes back to the sh!ts.

This post is more a vent to be honest.

I hate my life right now.

UGH.

I can't stand this constant bull.


I can almost swear to you I want to kill him. UGH.

I'm just so damn tired.

I hate this. I hate everything. Ughhh


Sarah

:( *hug*

I hope everything works out for you soon!

Missed you on the boards sarah,good to see you back and in fighting form!

Just last night I ugh. My daughter's father drives me up the wall- he knows what to say and what to do.

Agh. I flipped out last night and well...

I'm okay now.

I didn't kill him but I was damn close to.

Sarah

Some times it takes a good flippin out and often it is warranted when you do. '
I know everybody wants to have their moods around me but let me have a LITTLE bit of a mood and everybody is freakin going off on me for being a little cranky
DANG they are the ones that got me there with THEIR moods!!

Anyway everything always seems to smooth over in the long run and we go back to our old self and deal with it.

Just last night I ugh. my daughter's father drives me up the wall- he knows what to say and what to do.

Agh. I flipped out last night and well...

I'm okay now.

I didn't kill him but I was damn close to.

Sarah

You bring the bundles of sticks... and I'll bring the matches and gasoline! :D
*high give*

Know the feeling, we always talk to everyone about the NO CONTACT to deal with ex's,

That does not work when there are children.

I do know how you feel, but really honestly watch what you say, I said something like that 25 some years ago, and guess what, someone killed her. Well guess who was suspect number one.

Oh snap that's pretty hardcore there, Chuck. o_o

Yep, had I been a poor person living in the projects, I bet I would have served 20 years.

Yeah I joked with a policeman (that I know) that I could kill the idiot down the street for being so hard headed brain dead.
He said, ''And you DO know who our primary suspect will be!''

Yep, had I been a poor person living in the projects, I bet I would have served 20 years.

Live in my po' hood they get away with anything and EVERYTHING
I call it the Allegheny County revolving jail door.

Well, look at the bright side, N0help: he's already half-way dead, since he's brain dead and all. Now you just have to get rid of the body!

See, now you can only be blamed for half of the death... ;) That means a shorter sentence! :D

Hmmm I am liking your logic more and more Torrid
I just have too many brain dead people in my hood. I think it is all the drugs and alcohol they have done in their life but they sure have some funny stories they can tell ---IF they could remember.

hmmm I am liking your logic more and more Torrid
I just have too many brain dead people in my hood. I think it is all the drugs and alcohol they have done in their life but they sure have some funny stories they can tell ---IF they could remember.

You just reminded me why I like AA meetings so much! Thanks. The horror stories they tell make my life seem so sane. Sarah, it's all about perspective, too bad we usually see that later, much later.

Sounds like AA is more interesting than the other program Al anon

Thanks Guys.

:)

Sarah

Hugs Sarah, this too shall pass. Maybe. ;)

This is the part that sucks. Sadly you have to deal with him because you have a child together, but that doesn't mean you have to sit there, nod, and let him do what he wants.

You have a voice, use it. Put the knives away though, no good can come of that. ;)

Know the feeling, we always talk to everyone about the NO CONTACT to deal with ex's,

that does not work when there are children.

I do know how you feel, but really honestly watch what you say, I said something like that 25 some years ago, and guess what, someone killed her. Well guess who was suspect number one.

Chuck, really, you have to write a book about your life.

I want a signed copy when you do.

Hugs Sarah, this too shall pass. Maybe. ;)

This is the part that sucks. Sadly you have to deal with him because you have a child together, but that doesn't mean you have to sit there, nod, and let him do what he wants.

You have a voice, use it. Put the knives away though, no good can come of that. ;)

Thanks Alty.

You're a sweetiehttp://tbn2.google.com/images?q=tbn:RKgu1gc74JSM0M:http://goldenstate.files.wordpress.com/2009/03/800px-apple_pie.jpg.



You know what is strange.

I know I'm not pregnant. My IUD is still in place but I'm having ick pregnancy symptoms.. it's so odd. My period comes and goes as it pleases, I have cravings like a wild boar and I am so so sleepy and tired and dizzy. It's just so damn odd. Wonder what it could be...

Hmmmm.


Sarah

Is there a chance that you're pregnant? IUD's aren't 100%.

No Alty. I'm like a billion percent sure. I've been to the doctors and all they do is scratch their heads. I've done the ultrasounds [IUD is there and no sign of a baby]. I have at home pregnancy tests-- all negative. Blood work results comes out baby-free.

--I just don't know what could be making my period come and go. I didn't get it for 3 months straight- some light spotting and then BAM it came for 5 long days and now I haven't gotten it.

I just don't understand...

Sarah

Post a question on the 'can I be pregnant' thread and see what happens.:D Sorry, couldn't help it:o
**HUGS**
I've been through it and it sucks, but I survived and didn't kill anyone.;)

No Alty. I'm like a billion percent sure. I've been to the doctors and all they do is scratch their heads. I've done the ultrasounds [IUD is there and no sign of a baby]. I have at home pregnancy tests-- all negative. Blood work results comes out baby-free.

--I just don't know what could be making my period come and go. I didn't get it for 3 months straight- some light spotting and then BAM it came for 5 long days and now I haven't gotten it.

I just don't understand...

Sarah

You've been under a lot of stress, that's probably what's going on.

Just try to relax, enjoy your precious daughter and don't let the other crap get to you. Ya, I know, easier said then done, but... do it! :)

You know we're here for you to vent to.

You know we're here for you to vent to.

Ergo the introduction to this thread- teehee

Boy. I sure was raven mad.


Sarah:rolleyes:

Ergo the introduction to this thread- teehee

Boy. I sure was raven mad.


Sarah:rolleyes:

Raven mad? Is that when you're angry at ravens? ;)