MistakeMaker
Jul 20, 2009, 06:41 AM
Stress cardiomyopathy, also known as broken heart syndrome
I have the symptoms but you apparently only can get it if a loved one dies, well I was in a long term relationship with my boyfriend and I gave myself to him completely, I lost my virginity to him, I did everything for him, I feel so deeply madly in love with him and he had me believing he loved me too
But just over a month ago he out of the blue left me and said he was having trouble at home and wanted to be single for a while but about 3 days later he asked some other girl out, he and her were really close friends, but now I feel lost and confused, I cried everyday for the 1st month and I have had a huge loss pf appetite and now I have lost weight and I know I am underweight and instead of crying now, I am facing occasional chest pains and constant headaches and feelings of nausia. My heart is always racing and before all of this I was completely healthy, no allergies, nothing wrong with my heart or anything.
The chest pains come more often and are more painful each time... I just got one then... ouch!
The memories of me and him flood my mind and I cannot get them out no matter how hard I try, I can't get over him, nothing works at all!
My mum reckons I am depressed but I don't intend on killing myself, but I do reckon if this gets worse, I might slip away. But maybe it's the only way to end this pain..
Help me!
I have the symptoms but you apparently only can get it if a loved one dies, well I was in a long term relationship with my boyfriend and I gave myself to him completely, I lost my virginity to him, I did everything for him, I feel so deeply madly in love with him and he had me believing he loved me too
But just over a month ago he out of the blue left me and said he was having trouble at home and wanted to be single for a while but about 3 days later he asked some other girl out, he and her were really close friends, but now I feel lost and confused, I cried everyday for the 1st month and I have had a huge loss pf appetite and now I have lost weight and I know I am underweight and instead of crying now, I am facing occasional chest pains and constant headaches and feelings of nausia. My heart is always racing and before all of this I was completely healthy, no allergies, nothing wrong with my heart or anything.
The chest pains come more often and are more painful each time... I just got one then... ouch!
The memories of me and him flood my mind and I cannot get them out no matter how hard I try, I can't get over him, nothing works at all!
My mum reckons I am depressed but I don't intend on killing myself, but I do reckon if this gets worse, I might slip away. But maybe it's the only way to end this pain..
Help me!