Suicide is my only answer. I will never like myself. I hate myself. & can't change it. I'm about to do some research on about how many pills people who have overdosed and died had in their system. I'm 99% positive no one will find me and "save my life" by bringing me to a hospital. So anyone have any idea of what type of drugs I should use? I'm ready.

And yes I got to therapy and the shrink... doesnt work. Medication doesn't work. So yeah...

You will be in my prayers. I hope you don't go through with something as serious as suicide, because it isn't worth it, my friend committed suicide and you have no idea the effect you will have on the people around you that love you

Well.. call me selfish but they'll just have to live with it and be happy I'm not living miserably anymore. No one really loves me anyway.

AMHD will NOT offer any assistance or advice in ending your own life.

You need serious help and counselling as soon as possible.

You are going through a period of emotional turmoil which is completely normal for teens as they come to grips with real life without the parental apron strings.

AMHD will NOT offer any assistance or advice in ending your own life.

You need serious help and counselling as soon as possible.

You are going through a period of emotional turmoil which is completely normal for teens as they come to grips with real life without the parental apron strings.

This isn't teenage angst. Ugh. I HAVE COUNSELLING and professional help. Doesn't work. What could they even do? In my case nothing.

I'm sorry but this is a typical cry for attention.
It has all the signs.

Talk to your boyfriend (the one you 'have sex with regularly' in your other post)
Talk to your parents, friends.
Go back to your counselor and tell them what is really going on.

Well you won't mind if no-one else replies to your post.

We do not give advice like this as Curly Ben said.

Go get professional help.

Somebody could just tell me how many pills you think it would take.

We won't do that as it would constitute assisted suicide, which is against the law in many places and we could be given a murder charge.

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