sexybps
Jun 28, 2009, 11:39 PM
Ok so I had been taking an over the counter medication to help me sleep because my doctor refuses to give me something even when I don't sleep for days at a time because I cant. Well the kind I used to get I can't find anymore so I got a new kind and I hate taking them but they are the only ones I can find that will work. But I don't like taking them because when I do I have nightmares. Ive only taken them like 5 times. I took them for 3 days the first time and then 2 days this last time. When I take them though I dream about death and it really scares me a lot. The first dream I had I dreamt about my 10 year old nephew dying and I couldn't sleep after that for a few days. Last night I dreamt that I was dying. I dreamt that I was on a motorcycle (my brothers) and then the next thing I knew I was in a hospital bed in the middle of my room. I had a bunch of cuts and scratches all over me. There was one cut that started to bubble up and then air came out of it and it kept doing that for a few minutes. I saw one bubble under my skin and touched my skin to try to push it closer to the hole and it shot up my vein and I got really scared because Ive heard that if you get air in your heart that if kills you. So I started praying and then the next thing I knew I couldn't move and I started to get tunnel vision but the tunnel kept getting smaller. Then everything went black for a minute and I was dead. That's when I woke up and I couldn't go back to sleep. So my question is do you think that the medication that I am taking to help me sleep is the reason for these dreams? If so then should I keep taking them so I can sleep or just wait for the crash that comes after a few days to a week?