Chocice
Jun 20, 2009, 03:38 PM
Confused:
Hi, well I have ben with my fiancé for 4 years. He has raised my son since a baby when the bio ran away. Hes a fantastic dad and provider. And in general he is a great man.
But to be very blunt, he has wore me in to the ground. He is cold and uncarring towards me.he swears that he loves me and declairs his love for me to everyone. But this is not what I see.I Hes sharp, nasty, moody towards me. He never shows me any attention, and when I try to discuss it he tells to 'just stop it'. He says very hurtful things about me and then says sorry after. He just never seems intersrested. I used to be very confident and stable. But over the past few years I have become parnoid, anxiuos and jelous. Im jelous of every woman I see, and I'm a model!
I don't think I have to be jelous of any woman, but I am. I get so stressed at the thought of him looking at other women. Its not really the looking, its what he's thinking in his head when he looks at another woman. What started this is when he told me all the women who he likes from TV. And I'm mixed race and all the women he likes are white. This makes me crazy at least once a day! I cause so many arguments by setting fiction scenes and asking him what he would do. I watch his eyes everywhere we go. I just feel like I'm going insane!! I think I'm making him feel like this towards me, because of my stressing, but I can't feel better unless I get the better love and attention from him. And we just go round and round. The question is.. whats going on here, what do I do? What's wrong with me?
Hi, well I have ben with my fiancé for 4 years. He has raised my son since a baby when the bio ran away. Hes a fantastic dad and provider. And in general he is a great man.
But to be very blunt, he has wore me in to the ground. He is cold and uncarring towards me.he swears that he loves me and declairs his love for me to everyone. But this is not what I see.I Hes sharp, nasty, moody towards me. He never shows me any attention, and when I try to discuss it he tells to 'just stop it'. He says very hurtful things about me and then says sorry after. He just never seems intersrested. I used to be very confident and stable. But over the past few years I have become parnoid, anxiuos and jelous. Im jelous of every woman I see, and I'm a model!
I don't think I have to be jelous of any woman, but I am. I get so stressed at the thought of him looking at other women. Its not really the looking, its what he's thinking in his head when he looks at another woman. What started this is when he told me all the women who he likes from TV. And I'm mixed race and all the women he likes are white. This makes me crazy at least once a day! I cause so many arguments by setting fiction scenes and asking him what he would do. I watch his eyes everywhere we go. I just feel like I'm going insane!! I think I'm making him feel like this towards me, because of my stressing, but I can't feel better unless I get the better love and attention from him. And we just go round and round. The question is.. whats going on here, what do I do? What's wrong with me?