Louw
Jun 17, 2009, 03:49 AM
Hi there.
I live in South Africa and have been trying to find a viable solution to a problem regarding my rights as a father. A brief history:
Roughly three months ago, my wife told me that she does not love me anymore and wants a divorce. I told her that I do not want a divorce and that we should seek professional help regarding whatever problems there might be that brought her to this conclusion. Needless to say, she has made up her mind and firmly sticks to her belief that our marriage is over. In the next few days, we agreed on a "trial separation" in order to determine if it would be the positive thing to do. After the month she was still persistent in continuing the divorce. I moved back to the house for three weeks and she then asked me to move out permanently, as she found it uncomfortable with me still living in the house.
The problem I am facing, is that we have two beautiful children together. A four year old boy and a beautiful little girl aged two. These two miracles are what made our world revolve. During the trial separation, I lived with my dad, and during that time, I only got to see our babies for about a total of one week (if that much). Upon my returning home, our children were already distraught with the fact that I was gone for such a period and both children wanted to spend exceptional amount of time with me. We (my wife and I), in our own ways, have VERY strong ties to our children, and we have duely shared responsibility regarding their upbringing, i.e. bathing, feeding, playing, making turns watching them at night time, etc. Both children are exceptionally bonded to both of us. The three weeks that I was back at home after the trial separation, proved to me who has the stronger bond with "me" regarding our babies though. Our daughter, was the one who came to my room every night, wanting to sleep next to me every night. My son, came to my room every second night and I allowed them their time with dad. Both to try and show them that dad has not left them and to reassure them that dad will always be there for them both no matter what.
At the third week, my wife asked me to leave the house. I had to quickly find suitable and affordable accommodation and was fortunate to find a place at such short notice, that could provide safety and security for when I would have the babies over. I tried to negotiate with my wife, times for which I would be able to spend time with our children, but she made it very clear that our children would stay with her during the week and I could see them only on weekends. All I tried to negotiate for was at least two weekly overnights and then weekends, but she blatantly refused me. Claiming inconvenience towards the children.
I live a 25 minute drive away from them now and in my opinion: With the babies being so attached to me as well, that a 25min drive twice a week, would be the lesser of two evils compared to the hardship they both have to face, and understanding they have to try and comprehend with the "loss" of their father, whom have since both their births, been so actively involved in their lives. The concern I have, became very real after this past weekend I shared with them. My son, the whole weekend, kept asking me if I love him and all weekend I had to assure him that I love him more than all the stars in the world and more than all the water in the ocean. My daughter again in turn didn't want me out of her sight at all. She literally just wanted to be in my arms all weekend, which to me was also a sign of her "mental distress".
In the meantime I asked my wife regarding her decision for a divorce, and she calmly told me that she has not filed for a divorce yet because she cannot afford it. I honestly do not want this divorce, believing that we could still make this marriage work. But in the meantime, she has everything she wants at this stage, me out of the house and total control over my emotions and our children.
My question regarding this whole situation is: what can I legally do, to gain more access to our children? She is really not a bad mother, but she obviously has no regard for what the children want and need regarding their dad. My son has told me numerous times how either him, or his sister cried for me during the nights with my wife, but she never wanted them to phone me. All I want is the opportunity to see children more often for them to know and realise that I did not forget about them and I did not throw them away. I want to spend as much time with them as humanly possible. I don't want to fight for sole custody, because I firmly believe that children need both parents equally. There was never anything that my wife gave them that I didn't either and that is how it should be. Legally we are still married within community of property, I am still legally the babies guardian, but due to my wife's overwhelming personality, I cannot convince her to "meet me halfway". What can I do from a legal point of view? If anybody could please help me in this regard I would really appreciate it. Financially I cannot afford legal battles and above that, I honestly do not want to put our children through such a process. Is there no legal way of solving this issue?
Kind regards, Louw
I live in South Africa and have been trying to find a viable solution to a problem regarding my rights as a father. A brief history:
Roughly three months ago, my wife told me that she does not love me anymore and wants a divorce. I told her that I do not want a divorce and that we should seek professional help regarding whatever problems there might be that brought her to this conclusion. Needless to say, she has made up her mind and firmly sticks to her belief that our marriage is over. In the next few days, we agreed on a "trial separation" in order to determine if it would be the positive thing to do. After the month she was still persistent in continuing the divorce. I moved back to the house for three weeks and she then asked me to move out permanently, as she found it uncomfortable with me still living in the house.
The problem I am facing, is that we have two beautiful children together. A four year old boy and a beautiful little girl aged two. These two miracles are what made our world revolve. During the trial separation, I lived with my dad, and during that time, I only got to see our babies for about a total of one week (if that much). Upon my returning home, our children were already distraught with the fact that I was gone for such a period and both children wanted to spend exceptional amount of time with me. We (my wife and I), in our own ways, have VERY strong ties to our children, and we have duely shared responsibility regarding their upbringing, i.e. bathing, feeding, playing, making turns watching them at night time, etc. Both children are exceptionally bonded to both of us. The three weeks that I was back at home after the trial separation, proved to me who has the stronger bond with "me" regarding our babies though. Our daughter, was the one who came to my room every night, wanting to sleep next to me every night. My son, came to my room every second night and I allowed them their time with dad. Both to try and show them that dad has not left them and to reassure them that dad will always be there for them both no matter what.
At the third week, my wife asked me to leave the house. I had to quickly find suitable and affordable accommodation and was fortunate to find a place at such short notice, that could provide safety and security for when I would have the babies over. I tried to negotiate with my wife, times for which I would be able to spend time with our children, but she made it very clear that our children would stay with her during the week and I could see them only on weekends. All I tried to negotiate for was at least two weekly overnights and then weekends, but she blatantly refused me. Claiming inconvenience towards the children.
I live a 25 minute drive away from them now and in my opinion: With the babies being so attached to me as well, that a 25min drive twice a week, would be the lesser of two evils compared to the hardship they both have to face, and understanding they have to try and comprehend with the "loss" of their father, whom have since both their births, been so actively involved in their lives. The concern I have, became very real after this past weekend I shared with them. My son, the whole weekend, kept asking me if I love him and all weekend I had to assure him that I love him more than all the stars in the world and more than all the water in the ocean. My daughter again in turn didn't want me out of her sight at all. She literally just wanted to be in my arms all weekend, which to me was also a sign of her "mental distress".
In the meantime I asked my wife regarding her decision for a divorce, and she calmly told me that she has not filed for a divorce yet because she cannot afford it. I honestly do not want this divorce, believing that we could still make this marriage work. But in the meantime, she has everything she wants at this stage, me out of the house and total control over my emotions and our children.
My question regarding this whole situation is: what can I legally do, to gain more access to our children? She is really not a bad mother, but she obviously has no regard for what the children want and need regarding their dad. My son has told me numerous times how either him, or his sister cried for me during the nights with my wife, but she never wanted them to phone me. All I want is the opportunity to see children more often for them to know and realise that I did not forget about them and I did not throw them away. I want to spend as much time with them as humanly possible. I don't want to fight for sole custody, because I firmly believe that children need both parents equally. There was never anything that my wife gave them that I didn't either and that is how it should be. Legally we are still married within community of property, I am still legally the babies guardian, but due to my wife's overwhelming personality, I cannot convince her to "meet me halfway". What can I do from a legal point of view? If anybody could please help me in this regard I would really appreciate it. Financially I cannot afford legal battles and above that, I honestly do not want to put our children through such a process. Is there no legal way of solving this issue?
Kind regards, Louw