Can I apply for charity care from the state of Maryland on behalf of an older relative? Whom do I contact?

Have cancer,carvanoma on my brain stem and had a stroke xmas day I can hardly walk... I went from a size 4 to 14 lost my best friend my father 01/16/2010 I do not get dressed or out of bed let alone shower. I have lost everything forced out of my job after 10 years and now lossing my boyfriend. I have begged and borrowed to try to fill my bucket list which is small get married out back of my home pay all my copays and meds get help to walk normal again... and help to feeds me and my dogs... With what ever is left I feed my St Bernard and my golden... I used to model now I look homeless what is there left to live for but, my grandaughter who loves me for me. I feel I will end up homeless and unable to walk I lost my insurance so the medicines I now need I can not afford so it is just time for me I have all the proof I am real... I fill this out every month with the hopes for help even a dollar would be help. I am not Haiti and not in Chili but, I am crying for a miracle... I want to live but with out help I do not know how.
I have begged and borrowed to stay alive please someone hear me

Didn't you post this earlier?

Yes i needed to check my spelling and geee that you for your kind words. Back at you

I don't understand why you would have to repost just for spelling?
We are here to give advise only. With that being said please do not ask for money on this forum. You can seek help at your local social services,etc and there are many charity's that will help you

No problem ya know i know you are not very nice

I do not care what you think of me
All I know is you can not come to this forum and ask for money. If you need help I am sure you can go to social services,and other places to get help. There are lots of people besides you that are you suffering and going through hard times. If you haven't ask for help in the proper places then maybe... something is not right. Why not try to find the dogs a loving home so you will not have to worry about them.