tylerj3
Jun 6, 2009, 08:04 AM
Hello everyone,
I am new to the site well anyway me and my girlfriend who been dating for over 3 haft year have been broken up about about 4 weeks in all. We have been dating since hight school she was going on 16 I was going on 18 my last year of school but away school year where great then I worked after school still working so it made it harder to see each other but we got thew it and then one time down at my friends place I broke a promise that I thought I kept will she forgave me about that so we went on date witch we had out ups and downs we fight ed a little bite but nothing to but. Then when she was done school and went to Collage and working so it gotten ever harder to see each other witch is fine I know we both got very import things going on but when we do it like we really want to do anything and I been at a call center for 2 years know so before or even after work last thing I wanted to do is look at other screen I have told my girlfriend this so we where going to try this. But anyway we where out driving one day and she looked very upset so I asked what was wrong so she told that she could not do this any more about us because of the promise I brook her about a year into our relationship that night we talk and I did ask her back out I was so upset that night I even got her a flower and teddy bear. So after that she called me to com up and she asked me out again so I said yes. Well after that I seem we start do less what we always did and start to watch more TV. Then maybe about a moth later when I try to give her a kiss she would always move her head so I asked her about it and she told me she felt I was like more of a best friend and nearly broke my hart but that night and after kissing do come back a later better and I think after I had myself so scared that I was trying to get what did more and she did not like that and fight about to a week for about 4 months then in the call one day in the morning I worked to 1 in the morning and then about almost 6 I was up because I very bad pain in my moth coming to fine out I needed that tooth out but away aways about 7 or so I must got back to sleep then she called about 10:30 I was all ready have a bad day and told me she could not speed a lot of time with me today because she was going to do something with her dad witch was fine so we went of for a drive I took her to get some ice cream and they did not have the kind she wanted so we left right before we get to her house she asked me why I looked sad and I told her I did not know at that time I was not shrew that it was because she blew me off to speeding time with her dad knowing that I been looking forward of speeding time with her that day before I went to work because this day was the first day about almost I week since I seen but coming to thing of it that was not it. I was just upset about my jaw and the lack of sleep. So anyway she got upset and told me I have to let her know before I go to work because it is not fair to her I told her if I new I would. She said is it about us because ever time I ask you look said you said no and ever time your at work you tell something that is about us and I think at that time I lost it. I told her I know there is something I do miss that we used to do and right now I don't know what is wrong with me and I said I was just having a bad day witch all it was then she told me she felt trapped so I pulled in a drive turn around she asked what I was doing so I told her I am taking you home and that your not trapped and never have been I am going to let you go if it make you happy and then I asked if am wrong just let me she yest but I am tried off all this fighting. So I said okay and I took her home. She got out of the car so I went home. That night I did call but no one picked up. So you text her so she text back told me she is all ready and she need time think and maybe it is time to move on witch for me after after dating about 100 girls I am tried of moving on me and my ex have talked about getting married and everything. She this girl when you first see it like o so hits and you know your in love. I have told this before be for even when we got to gather I thought there something I loved about her and I did not know what it was and that I will always have and I still do. I have asked back to two times now and says and not that she does not love me and is scarred we will not work out and with in the last 4 week or so since we been broken up I have don a lout of soul search I have forgiving myself on my mom and dad slip up after 18 years and at that time I was truing 18 in month and then I was living with my Nana and papa and he just pass away and I was giving CPR and I never really forgave myself for that to now I have and I feel more of a change man and all I really need is to get the love of my life back she means the world to me and I would do anything for her.
I am new to the site well anyway me and my girlfriend who been dating for over 3 haft year have been broken up about about 4 weeks in all. We have been dating since hight school she was going on 16 I was going on 18 my last year of school but away school year where great then I worked after school still working so it made it harder to see each other but we got thew it and then one time down at my friends place I broke a promise that I thought I kept will she forgave me about that so we went on date witch we had out ups and downs we fight ed a little bite but nothing to but. Then when she was done school and went to Collage and working so it gotten ever harder to see each other witch is fine I know we both got very import things going on but when we do it like we really want to do anything and I been at a call center for 2 years know so before or even after work last thing I wanted to do is look at other screen I have told my girlfriend this so we where going to try this. But anyway we where out driving one day and she looked very upset so I asked what was wrong so she told that she could not do this any more about us because of the promise I brook her about a year into our relationship that night we talk and I did ask her back out I was so upset that night I even got her a flower and teddy bear. So after that she called me to com up and she asked me out again so I said yes. Well after that I seem we start do less what we always did and start to watch more TV. Then maybe about a moth later when I try to give her a kiss she would always move her head so I asked her about it and she told me she felt I was like more of a best friend and nearly broke my hart but that night and after kissing do come back a later better and I think after I had myself so scared that I was trying to get what did more and she did not like that and fight about to a week for about 4 months then in the call one day in the morning I worked to 1 in the morning and then about almost 6 I was up because I very bad pain in my moth coming to fine out I needed that tooth out but away aways about 7 or so I must got back to sleep then she called about 10:30 I was all ready have a bad day and told me she could not speed a lot of time with me today because she was going to do something with her dad witch was fine so we went of for a drive I took her to get some ice cream and they did not have the kind she wanted so we left right before we get to her house she asked me why I looked sad and I told her I did not know at that time I was not shrew that it was because she blew me off to speeding time with her dad knowing that I been looking forward of speeding time with her that day before I went to work because this day was the first day about almost I week since I seen but coming to thing of it that was not it. I was just upset about my jaw and the lack of sleep. So anyway she got upset and told me I have to let her know before I go to work because it is not fair to her I told her if I new I would. She said is it about us because ever time I ask you look said you said no and ever time your at work you tell something that is about us and I think at that time I lost it. I told her I know there is something I do miss that we used to do and right now I don't know what is wrong with me and I said I was just having a bad day witch all it was then she told me she felt trapped so I pulled in a drive turn around she asked what I was doing so I told her I am taking you home and that your not trapped and never have been I am going to let you go if it make you happy and then I asked if am wrong just let me she yest but I am tried off all this fighting. So I said okay and I took her home. She got out of the car so I went home. That night I did call but no one picked up. So you text her so she text back told me she is all ready and she need time think and maybe it is time to move on witch for me after after dating about 100 girls I am tried of moving on me and my ex have talked about getting married and everything. She this girl when you first see it like o so hits and you know your in love. I have told this before be for even when we got to gather I thought there something I loved about her and I did not know what it was and that I will always have and I still do. I have asked back to two times now and says and not that she does not love me and is scarred we will not work out and with in the last 4 week or so since we been broken up I have don a lout of soul search I have forgiving myself on my mom and dad slip up after 18 years and at that time I was truing 18 in month and then I was living with my Nana and papa and he just pass away and I was giving CPR and I never really forgave myself for that to now I have and I feel more of a change man and all I really need is to get the love of my life back she means the world to me and I would do anything for her.