rocky86
May 29, 2009, 03:45 AM
I saw one girl at my work place. I found her very sweet and innocent. So I start talking to her but not too much. We became good friends I gave her few choclates. One fine day I gave her a gift as well she feel very happy but she accepted the gift after request so many times. At this point in time I was completely in love with her. So with courage one day I gave her a orange rose and next day I wrote on a piece of paper that she is most beautiful gir and looks like an angel. She read it and smiled a lot. In return, few days back she also wrote me on a piece of paper that she will never forget me. I felt most happiest person when I read that, but the very next day I found her sitting with a guy in restaurant and I asked her in the evening that who was he? She said, he is his boy friend. That was the day I cried a lot in my life. Now everything seems me to be still and I don't even like to talk to anyone, I don't know whether I will come out of this tragedy in life. After that day I talk to her that I was having feelings for her in my heart and she said sorry she could have told me earlier that she has a boy friend. But I clearly express her how much I love her.now she told me to please be mine friend and I said her OK... but at the bottom of my heart I still feel I love her more than anybody in my life. At the same time I also want her to come in my life.sometimes I become so possesive that I ask her directly where was she, why she is not picking my phone and the like things.I don't want to hurt her I only want her to be back in my life, and sometimes I feel myself forcing her to love me and the thing is she clearly told me that she don't have any feeling for me.so what should I do?