poiuytr
May 16, 2009, 10:35 AM
I am becoming severely depressed about this. Would be grateful for any help.
Men are terrified/repelled by me.
I feel very isolated in that I am fairly liberal minded, artistic, always described as eccentric by those who meet me. Without wanting to toot my own horn I feel I have qualities to offer.. eg I try to be kind, in the early years of training to be a surgeon, am open minded, I do modelling... etc
I am always myself and when men meet me they will perhaps show that they are atteracted to me but comment that I am weird. I thought about changing and wearing ugg boots like the rest of the world(no offense I'm using that as a symbol) but decided that would be a deceit to myself and others
The men that I have liked in the past will have had girlfriends and just perceive me as some exotic fun or the problem will be that they are not kind/stimulating/liberal enough for me.I am 20 years of age and can not see things changing
Sorry if reading this sounds like I am being trivial. But feeling alienated from your peers and sick with fear that you can not connect is something maybe you can empathise with.
ANY ADVICE WOULD BE SO APPRECIATED!! THANK YOU x
Men are terrified/repelled by me.
I feel very isolated in that I am fairly liberal minded, artistic, always described as eccentric by those who meet me. Without wanting to toot my own horn I feel I have qualities to offer.. eg I try to be kind, in the early years of training to be a surgeon, am open minded, I do modelling... etc
I am always myself and when men meet me they will perhaps show that they are atteracted to me but comment that I am weird. I thought about changing and wearing ugg boots like the rest of the world(no offense I'm using that as a symbol) but decided that would be a deceit to myself and others
The men that I have liked in the past will have had girlfriends and just perceive me as some exotic fun or the problem will be that they are not kind/stimulating/liberal enough for me.I am 20 years of age and can not see things changing
Sorry if reading this sounds like I am being trivial. But feeling alienated from your peers and sick with fear that you can not connect is something maybe you can empathise with.
ANY ADVICE WOULD BE SO APPRECIATED!! THANK YOU x