mackythehacker
May 6, 2009, 03:54 PM
Hello, I haven't been on in a while I know, because I haven't had any trouble but now.. I'm sick and tired of getting told what to do, and what not to do, I've got enough stress on me with my exams and still my mum wants me to do this do that, on top on that, I'm losing weight.. I don't know how last month I was 9St 4lbs now I'm 8St 3Lbs, I am eating I want to get fatter, and ONTOP of that, I feel like I'm never happy apart from when I'm with kuki ( kuki is her nickname not real) she's the reason I'm happy, and I want to feel that happy all the time..
Before I met kuki, I had never cryed from happiness, like when your happy for someone at a wedding... but we went to see hanna Montana the movie ( call me whatever you like, I enjoyed it!) there was a song that taylor swift sung.. and I don't know what it was.. but I cryed from happiness and it was the best feeling I've ever had. But.. I've lost that feeling and I want it back, I want to get rid of my stress by cutting,smoking weed, drinking but I haven't done any of them for about 2 months now, and its getting to a point where I feel like I need it, and I know I don't...
Can anyone help me please... I'm sick of feeling upset and down, kuki has helped me a lot over the 4 months we have been going out... but I feel like I need some stress releve or anti depressants.. please help:(:(:(
Before I met kuki, I had never cryed from happiness, like when your happy for someone at a wedding... but we went to see hanna Montana the movie ( call me whatever you like, I enjoyed it!) there was a song that taylor swift sung.. and I don't know what it was.. but I cryed from happiness and it was the best feeling I've ever had. But.. I've lost that feeling and I want it back, I want to get rid of my stress by cutting,smoking weed, drinking but I haven't done any of them for about 2 months now, and its getting to a point where I feel like I need it, and I know I don't...
Can anyone help me please... I'm sick of feeling upset and down, kuki has helped me a lot over the 4 months we have been going out... but I feel like I need some stress releve or anti depressants.. please help:(:(:(