Mely601
May 5, 2009, 12:08 PM
After I broke up with my daugthers father, he cheated on me. It took me a couple of years to recuperate from that situation. I got back on the horse and dated this guy for almost 5 years, and he cheated, lied, treated like bad etc... I broke up with him and a month later I found out I was pregnant. First month where horrible I almos lose the baby and he was no where to be around. The somehow he started to come around and more and more... After the baby was born we had plans to move in together etc... But there was a little detail he is 33yrs old and live with his mother and on top of that there is a friend of the family that lilves with them and then the family friends that come from out of state and stay for a couple of months. I told him there is no problem by bringing you mother along but I did not wanted to have people in the house all the time. I like privacy too. That created a problem and arguments, arguments and more of those. He is the kind of persona his friends, wisky, baseball, and women are first... Then the baby & very last after all me. I broke up the relationship even do this time I founded myself in "Blindness Love" 7 month already past and I still have feelings for him. I was so hurt with all this I wanted nothing to do with him for the first broken up month. I treated him horrible, and did not wanted anything to do with him. But the reality is that Im still in love he is already with someone else, I am losing weight, crying and isolated. Im home With our baby. He doesn't help and when he does very minor like a box of diappers and because I asked over and over. He is partying, and having the time of his life. I am so tired of feeling depress and I do not know what to do...