Mmk, before I start, please do not think I'm crazy.
Well, I've had nightmares the last few months... most in which are about a guy named Gavin, and I feel like I know him, like he's inside me. I feel like I've talked to him... and still do, like I've seen him too. He has dark pants, a white button up shirt with a red tie. He has black eyes and kind of pale skin... he has dark eyebrows and sandy blond hair that sticks up...
I feel like he protects me.
Does it sound like I'm going crazy... or does it sound real?

You might want to consult a therapist about that.

I cant, if I tell anyone else, they won't believe me... and I need my parents to get a therapist... I'm only 13