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kaz_89
Aug 17, 2006, 12:42 PM
Hi

I am having a lot of trouble at the moment, and have done for the last 1 and a half years. I am kind of with this guy who I love very much and he loves me too. We have no problems together at all, the only problem is my mum. She doesn't like him because she doesn't think he is good enough for me. Well he treats me like a pricess all the time, and he is always doing sweet things for me, he's a good listener and good to talk to and well I'm sure you get the picture. I can admit he isn't rich or anything and he is working, not at college, (he is 18). I am at a dance school and studying, so I am not wasting my time on him and not studying. So I don't understand why my mum won't let me see him, she says he's not up to my standards, and that he is a loser and that I should marry someone with ambitions and who will make a lot of money. The thing is I don't care about that kind of thing, (I mean I'm not stupid enough to think I can live on love-u know, because I know we would be fine if we were to stay together and the future). But I'm not happy at the moment because I want her to know, (she used to know but then she stopped me and now I'm keeping it from her). I hope you understand all that I've said, but I need some advice, I don't know how long I can cope being unhappy like this, I hate keeping it a secret, and I know that if I tell her, (which I have done before and its ended up in arguments and getting kickd out of the house etc) she will be sooo dissapointed in me for keeping it from her.
Please help :confused: :(
Thank you

kp2171
Aug 17, 2006, 01:14 PM
Your relationship with your mother is a unique one... you'll never have another quite like it. So it makes sense this is driving you nuts... you just want everything to be OK.

Well... a parent wants the best for their child, and sometimes we don't agree with the choices you make. Our daughter dated a jerk for 1.5 years... a guy who just didn't treat her well at all (different from yours I know), but there was not much else we could do other than let her make her own mistakes. Your mother needs to hear from you that you respect her opinion, but you don't agree.

What is her background in terms of relationships? Its possible something happened to her along the way and she's wanting better for you, even if her actions are misguided.

I also dated a girl for 7 years (2 HS, 4 college, 1 after) whose mother never thought I was good enough. I came from a poorer side of town and her husband was a doctor. Their garage alone was bigger than the house I lived in. the irony was that she came from a poor rural community, and her husband came from one even poorer, though he always treated me kindly and with respect. In this case, we dated and she simply mildly disapproved. It was noise we were willing to put up with.

Living with a secret isn't going to help you. Tell her you intend to see him. When she goes crazy about it do the best you can to stay calm. I'm guessing she has fears from her own life or regrets that are surfacing through this situation.

talaniman
Aug 17, 2006, 02:20 PM
How old are you? And do you think your age has anything to do with this situation?

Wildcat21
Aug 17, 2006, 02:28 PM
I really want to know why the Mom doesn't like him. The truth - what did he do?

I tend trust the parents in this at your age. There has to be more to this. More details plaeae.

JuLee
Aug 17, 2006, 03:23 PM
Wow, your situation sounds really familiar with mine. When I was 18, I met this guy 19 yo guy. My parents didn't say anything at first because they thought we'd break up after a while, you know puppy love. Things started to get serious after 2 years. I dropped out of college and worked but he didn't because he was still in school. He was a nice guy, exactly like how you described yours; listned to me, treated me fairly and was all a women could want in a man (minus some minor details) except the fact that he didn't have any money (and a bit on the conservative side). My mom, especially, wanted me to marry someone who was rich and noble because [she thinks] we came from a noble family and wanted him to have a nice stable job already to support me and would nag at me all the time and call my boyfriend horrible names to make me break up with him. She's tried setting me up with so many guys too and we almost broke up a couple times because of that.

Well, I've been with the same man for 8 years now and we just got married a couple months ago. He has treated me fair and been by myside through everything, in other words, he loves me to death, and I love him to death. Im so happy to have not listened to my mother on who to marry. I could've been with a rich man, possibly even a millionaire but what good does that do if we're not going to love each other conditionally?

I think you should trust your instincs and be with who you want to be with. Your mom only wants the best for you but she doesn't always know what's best. If he really is good to you like you say, don't listen to others then. Sometimes its like the saying, "too many chef spoils the broth."

s_cianci
Aug 17, 2006, 07:59 PM
Clearly, either your mother or you have the wrong perception of this guy. Try talking with her matter-of-factly, without arguing, accusing or blaming and hear her side of the story. Then share yours. In a situation like this I think communication goes a long way in bridging the gaps. Also, how serious are you about this guy at this point? Your mother's concerns my be over nothing if you're not contemplating marriage at this point. If that's the case then reassure her. That may go a long way in getting her off your back about this guy.

kaz_89
Aug 22, 2006, 04:38 AM
Thanks for your replies they are really helpful. Well I'm 17 and he's 18. He has done nothing wrong, that's what's so annoying and frustrating about all of this. If I confess to my mum about it again she'll go crazy I don't know what to expect and I'm scared of telling her. She wants me to practically be perfect. I want to stick to my opinion because I love him and he loves me and his personality is everything anyone would want. My mum hasn't had a good relationship in the past, especially with my dad, but I'm old enough and bright and wise enough to know that my guys nothing like my dad. I can understand why my mum is like she is about him but its my decision and I just need advice on how to make her understand it is, and how to tell her.

talaniman
Aug 22, 2006, 05:24 AM
As a parent I've always tried to keep the lines of communication open with my kids and watch and guide them and hoped they would be comfortable coming to me and being honest and respectful. I know for a fact your mom wants the best for you and a better time of it than she had, but you already know that. At some point she will let go a bit but for now I can only advise you to open a line of communication with your mom, no arguing just ask questions about life and listen. I just think you will have to ease into this and not just lay a bomb on her. When your 18 you'll be an adult but until then remember mom feeds, and houses you so, hey she may be hard but all her actions are for you and right or wrong she must be doing a fine job because you sound like you've been well raised so be kind, your chance will be here before you know it. Patience

blueiman
Aug 22, 2006, 07:23 AM
Your mother has issues. She should be supporting you and if she thinks it's a mistake with this guy she should love your own decisions and allow you to make mistakes and learn from them. Just like everyone else does. She is protecting you for all the wrong reasons. If she cont with this problem she will push you away and some day when she is old and needs you you will not be there for her. Hope she understands that... either make your own decisions and live with the consequences or let your parent tell you what to do and be happy with it.

Skell
Aug 22, 2006, 04:27 PM
I understand this must be hard for you and I'm sure you are old enough and bright and wise enough to make good decisions. But also remember that your mother is probably a little older and little wiser and a little brighter and she may see reason to be cautious about this guy that you don't.
I don't envy your situation as it must be hard to be in such a position but try to respect your mums position here in that I'm sure she is only doing what she THINKS is best for you.

Kep talking to her as best you can about this but don't isolate her from things.

This will only lead to matters getting worse between the two of you!

Good luck and keep us posted!

kaz_89
Aug 23, 2006, 03:25 AM
Thanks for your replies but I really need advice on how to tell her and let it out gently. I'm scared of going about it the wrong way. Thank you

Krs
Aug 23, 2006, 03:54 AM
Hi there.

Right, reading through your posts I can see you are in a lot of distress because of this. You want your mum to know how much in love you are with this guy and you want her to know that the love is mutual and you want to be together.

If what you say is true that he has done nothing wrong, then I would sit with her and explain in all honesty that you love him, it could be wise that you and boyfriend go in together and talk with your mum. If she loves you enough she will understand and expect this, after all I'm sure she wants her daughter to be happy!

I was in abit of a similar situation, when I was 19 I meet an english guy, to cut a long story short, we had a long distance relationship for 1 year in which that got too much to handle, so I decided to leave home (which bare in mind was not england) to go live with him in england.
I mean 19, well its still fairly young.
So both of us sat with my parents, obviously they weren't over the moon at all when I told them I was want to leave home to go be with him, but they accepted him immediately due to my happiness, they said " they would rather miss me, then say NO i can't go and watch me cry all time ".

Good Luck.

talaniman
Aug 23, 2006, 04:24 AM
thanx for your replies but i really need advice on how to tell her and let it out gently. im scared of going about it the wrong way. thankyou
You should be trying to open up a dialog with mom anyway, so the subject of dating should be discussed, listen to see if a window of opportunity presents itself. Nothing wrong in gently telling her of your feelings to date. Or to receive phone calls, or as Krs suggested clean your boyfriend up and present him to your mom, after properly preparing her for it of course. Or you can wait until your 18, but I suspect she doesn't want anything to stop you furthering your education though. Unless you can support yourself you have to pretty much go along with her program. Do you think she dreads the day you leave home ? Are you an only child?

Krs
Aug 23, 2006, 04:36 AM
Good question Tal... are you an olny child?
I thought of that too!

kaz_89
Aug 23, 2006, 07:39 AM
No I am not an only child, I have a younger brother at 13 yrs old. I am at a dancing school and I am a grade B student so not perfectly clever, and I'm also not the best dancer in the school either, probably just above average. Where as my brother is an A grade student, so really brainy, amazing at sport too, wins loads of medals and has loads of friends. My mum always says I need to be better and goes on at me sometimes about my brother; she says "he would never ever go out with a girl on the level of him, (my bf)" or "he tries really hard you know and he always gets As in his reports" "why arent you as good as those amazing girls at your school, you should be trying harder, and i want As this year!" but I do try my hardest and I can't be as good as my brother which makes it even harder because my mum wants 2 perfect kids, but I feel like I dissapoint her, which is another reason I'm nervous about telling her.
Yes me and my boyfriend have talked about polishing him up and then going to talk to my mum together. I am really nervous though and I don't know how she'll react or whether it will ruin mine and my mums relationssip, on the other hand I feel I need to tell her because I can't keep it from her any longer. My mum is a very persistent woman, for e.g I asked her last time if she wanted me to be happy - and that he makes me happy, but she kept saying things like, "well there plenty of other guys out there with money and who are very nice people too and can make you just as happy" everything I have said to her to make her see that we are so much in love and happy, for her to just accept it, she has always made an excuse for. I just can't make her see.

Krs
Aug 24, 2006, 12:57 AM
I think you need to explain to your mum that MONEY and material things are not going to make you happy!!

She also shouldn't be comparing you to your brother and other students in your school, that's unfair.

kaz_89
Aug 24, 2006, 04:28 AM
Yes I know I don't think its fari either. I have told her that money and material things are important to me but again she argues back and says "trust me it will matter when you can't cope etc" she really is determined to stop me from being with him. Anyway I'm going to try telling her soon. If I don't have the confidence to tell her soon, I will when I'm 18 in February. Thank you for all of your replies. Please, if there is anything else I should know or if there is any more advice you can give me, I would be really greatfull if you could send that too. Thank you

Krs
Aug 24, 2006, 04:36 AM
Its true what your mum says "trust me it will matter when you can't cope" but still its not a valid excuse.
I personally would rather be abit short of cash and extremely happy and in love then having money flowing in from all corners and wondering if I'm wasting my time with that man!
Its nice when you and your partner start a new life together which involves both working and saving your money together for the future, which you can do because you are both young!

Did your mum have a bad past experience with money?

talaniman
Aug 24, 2006, 05:13 AM
Just so you know, You can't see what she is saying because all you can see is your boyfriend. She wants you to succeed in life which means being able to support yourself. Don't wait 20 years to understand where she is coming from. You are still growing and learning and in the next 6 months you'll be in control of your own destiny. Be patient, Sorry I don't see the hurry. Read other threads on this forum of people who were in a hurry to grow up and get a life of their own only to see that it wasn't as easy as they thought. Plan now.

kaz_89
Aug 24, 2006, 12:47 PM
Yeah I agree, I won't be rushing into anything anyway I just want her to know how we feel about each other you know? Yeah my mums had bad experience with money, but she was with a man who didn't support her and who drank all his wages (my dad). My guy isn't like that, no where near like that! I would rather work hard for my money, same with him, and have it well earned and save up etc than be with some rich man in the future, who I prob won't be as in love with as my guy now, and keep thinking back on how much I loved my guy now, and be frustrated at how I didn't have the chance to even try a future out with him, if you get what I mean. I have thought about it a lot and I'm not stupid, a lot of my friends are aloud to make their own mistakes, and I know my mum is just looking out for me but why can't she just let me make my own decisions, its driving me mad! Today I went out with one of my guy friends, and my mum phoned me up saying, "why are you hanging out with him he doesnt go to college anymore he just works now" and "people can tell a lot about you by the people u hang out with" and "hes a bit of a loser, take a leaf out of your brothers book" so basically she's a snob don't you think?

kp2171
Aug 24, 2006, 01:23 PM
saying, "why are you hanging out with him he doesnt go to college anymore he just works now" and "people can tell a lot about you by the people u hang out with" and "hes a bit of a loser, take a leaf out of your brothers book" so basicly shes a snob dont you think?

It's a bad way to think and stereotype.

One of the richest people I know personally (not a super rich guy, but a millionaire by 35) was a guy who worked for a living, no college. He actually mowed lawns. What would your mother say about him? After a dozen years, and building up the business to be one of the most successful lawn care companies locally owned he sold it and the rest is hi$tory.

And I have to tell you... a college degree doesn't make you a winner. I have two degrees. I taught at a university. But I never judge a person based on their educational experience. Its just a bad line of thinking.

She's had bad experiences. She's not likely to change her perception easily, if ever. I do agree that parents see things their children don't always see... Lord know I WISH my daughter listened to me when she dated a loser for a year. Took her almost two years of frustration to get him out of her system.

But that stereotypical thinking is just not a way to live, in my opinion.

kaz_89
Aug 25, 2006, 09:05 AM
Yeah I totally agree. I mean his boss wants to give him and his brother the business when he retires you no and he could be successful, not that I care too much about money, but yeah I agree with you that college and degrees aren't everything, its not everyone's thing anyway. Its going to take a long time... or never, for her perceptions to change, so I'm thinking I'm going to have to stick to my guns and tell her about me and my guy, and keep to my opinion of things. Do you think that's a good idea? She is just very good at making me feel guilty, using "i have spent so much money on your schooling and pocket money and you throw it all back in my face by going out with a loser like him!" you know she didn't even give him a chance. And how is that throwing it back in her face if he's a decent person and makes me happy. She says "look at yourself, you should be going for someone higher in society stop bringing yourself down by going out with him" it makes me upset.

phillysteakandcheese
Aug 25, 2006, 09:32 AM
Your mother may simply be afraid of you "growing up" and becoming someone that doesn't need her anymore. On the surface, her guilt trips and lectures may be telling you "you can do better", but they really might be saying "please don't leave me alone".

As others have said, you want to have a calm and rational dialog with your mother about your life and your future. You want to avoid any kind of "blow up" and emotionally charged "demands".

J_9
Aug 25, 2006, 09:41 AM
She may also be afraid you will grow up and have the same problems with life and marriage that she had.

As parents we have already been where you are, and probably made the same mistakes you have. We look back and can now see how to avoid those mistakes, so we try to teach our children not to make the same mistakes we made.

You say your father "drank" his wages. She is most likely afraid that this boy will turn out like your father.

That said, yes, you do need to sit her down and have a calm rational talk. Don't forget to tell her that this will probably not be the only love in your entire life. Just the first. She needs to understand that you know you will make mistakes, but the only way to learn from them is to make them yourself.

kaz_89
Aug 26, 2006, 09:57 AM
Thank you, yes I think the only way to sort this out is to sit her down and talk to her about it. The thing is I have already and she doesn't listen to me, this is why we have been together behind her back. She is very difficult. Anyway, if she doesn't listen again what should I do? I mean I'm not going split with my guy just because she won't let me make my own decisions, a lot of people think I should stick with him, I think I should too, but I just hate having my mum hate me and putting guilt trips on me 24/7 to talk me out of being with him... its really tiring.

talaniman
Aug 26, 2006, 10:02 AM
What does your guy say about all this? Just curious.

kaz_89
Aug 27, 2006, 04:40 AM
He'll do anything to be with me, he is hurt by what my mum has said about him, obviously. He just wants her to accept him just like I do. Why?

talaniman
Aug 27, 2006, 04:53 AM
6 months is so short a time to wait as opposed to starting a big old fight and if you move out the relationship between mother and daughter is going to be strained. Just curious what does your mother plan for you to do after high school? Have you two talked about it?

kaz_89
Aug 28, 2006, 09:49 AM
Yeah she wants me to be a professional dancer. I'm at a dance college and doing a degree in a yr at another school. I'm not sure what I want to do with it yet but I know that my mum wants me to be a performer. I've told her that I'm not sure yet, she didn't take it too well. I know that if I tell her about my guy she will say "no wander u dnt know wat u want to do yet with your dancing its because u want to work it out with him!" but I really don't know what I'm going to do with it yet, that's if I get into the college.

JoeCanada76
Aug 28, 2006, 10:53 AM
No matter what she is always going to try to blame him for things that you do. I know with my wife's mother, same experience. It is up to you what you decide to do. Whether your mom speaks the truth or not.

Joe

talaniman
Aug 28, 2006, 02:16 PM
Joe is right. In everyone's life they have to grow up and make their own decisions about how they want their life to be and be willing to accept the consequences. After reading your thread, you are facing a decision about your life and it is you and only you who can decide the path you take as an adult. No matter what anyone says only you know what makes you happy and what you want to do with your life. Good luck to you in whatever you decide.

kaz_89
Aug 28, 2006, 03:50 PM
Thank you both, you are really helpful. Joe you seem like you've had a tough one too, so what happened when she stuck up for herself if you don't mind me asking?
I got ready and went downstairs to get my shoes to go out and meet my guy, obviously not telling my mum I was meeting him, and she said "you better not be meeting him kayleigh! if you are there'll be hell to pay!" and that really scared me. I was almost ready to tell her and she says something like that today, after not talking about it all summer... also if I tell her and me and my guy don't work out, (even though rite now we love each other very much) I would havt just ruined the relationship with my mum, she's only just starting to gain trust bak in me from keeping this from her before you know? Its driving me a little mad.

JoeCanada76
Aug 28, 2006, 11:55 PM
It will only get worse before it settles down and gets better. I will pm you later and tell you more of the story. Lets just say getting married almost never happened, I was so close to just giving up because it was a huge struggle but eventually when we kept certain people in a distance and stayed away my wife and are were able to be a lot happier. Honestly it is not you ruining the relationship with your mom it is the other way around. Your mother should be supportive no matter what. If she is so hateful and controlling that she will make your life hell. You need to get away from that anyway. There are no guarantees that your love will work out, but there is no guarantees for anything in life. Your mom might want to spare you that pain but at the same time whether she realizes it or not she is preventing you from making your own decisions no matter what that is not being a true mother. She sounds like she wants to live her life that she never had through you and that is not fair to you. No matter what she should always love you and support you and if she does not. It is time for some tough love. If you are going to treat me that way. I do not want anymore contact until you realize what is important. I want you to be happy for me. That's it. You want to cause me pain then you need to stay away from me and I need to live my own life. I think it is better that you do this after you turn 18. As 18, you can say I am an adult and I have the right to make decisions for myself. I am not a child and do not treat me like one. I gave a lot of advice to my wife as well because they had so much control over her and they did so much guilt trips on her and she had such a hard time with her family. She had a hard time making decisions for herself because she was always told what to do. Then when she stood up and said I do not need this, I do not need to hear this and so on. I was the one that stood up to her sister and that is when things got real bad. I was tired of the way she treated my wife and myself. My advice though is that you need to be the one to stand up to your mom. Your mom scares you, she has such a hold on you. Part of the growing process is facing up to this and changing it for your advantage. It is your life. The guilt trips will come and probably continue, the hatefullness will come and they will try to do anything to break you up because she is afraid that she is going to lose you. When I proposed. Talked about moving in. Oh, she is old fashioned she wanted us to wait for marriage. One time I was rubbing my wife's belly and when she went back home her mother gave her a third degree and told her it is not time for her to have a baby. To wait 3 years. She was 27 at the time. At times before getting married. She would not even allow me to stay over but her sister and her boyfriend lived together but that was not a big deal. When I proposed to my wife and her mother new. My wife was so excited and she wanted to show her mom the ring. Her mother would not say a word. She was not excited and she hated the idea. The only words that came out of her mouth is, is that diamand? There was times when other family members would invite us to family get togethers. I was told by my wife that I was not invited, because her mother told her it is only for family. Each time she would go, everybody else was wondering why I did not come. My wife would make excuses like I was working or this and that, but each time it was her mother telling her it is only for family. There is so much more. Her sister threatened to crash the wedding. She was the maid of honour, then she turned evil and hateful and I said to my wife if your sister is at the wedding I won't be there. That is how bad it got. Why should I feel like crap and scared somebody is going to crash the wedding. I want to be happy that day. I think it would be easier to face up to your mom now, go through the hell that will come with it and move on. This is your choice though. Or you could live alone with your mother until your 30 and possibly go through all this stuff later. I think the longer you live it the harder it will be. Ultimatley it is all up to you how you handle it and it is abvious how much of a control freak your mother is. A mothers job is to raise a child to be independent and when it is time to let the bird fly out of the nest and learn how to fly alone. She may not think it is time for you but that is all your own decision. Lets wait and see how she reacts to you seeing this person. I have so much I could say and I could be rambling now because it is like 3 in the morning. Hope I helped but I have and my wife has experiances so much, and still are to a certain extant. Tough love approach with no contact works wonders. Oh, you, one other thing a year ago or more we experienced a miscarriage. She was and I was worried about telling her mom. She waited two weeks. Her mom started giving her the third degree about how she is her mother and that she should have told her right away. All I could here my wife say is I respect you mom, I respect you mom. What kind of crap is that. That tells you what kind of a insensitive, hateful, unhappy person this mother is. In the end though. I need to remind myself and my wife that what is more important then anything else is that we are happy together. We make each other very important and our family comes first. As long as we focus on that then we will not be effected by all that negativity. She knows now that whenever her mom starts. The phone calls stop until her mother gives in and is the one that calls us. Well anyway, I should end this now. Just something to think about. Good luck with everything. Remember, everything is worth experiancing even if it is really hard and tough because it will make you a stronger person. It will also probably make you and your boyfriend a lot closer. Later on the relationship with your mom if she is willing to except the sitaution will become better in time. My wife, myself, her sister and her mother even after all that are on talking terms. I have let go of the pain because that just causes more upset and more hatred. The bigest thing is not leaving it long, the longer you wait the tougher it will be.

Krs
Aug 29, 2006, 12:18 AM
No matter what she is always going to try to blame him for things that you do. I know with my wifes mother, same experiance. It is up to you what you decide to do. Whether your mom speaks the truth or not.

Joe

Yes Joe I agree, I've also seen this scenario myself in my family. Dads mum was the same with my mum, she learnt to 'accept' mum as the years went by but with every issue that arose within our family i.e. money, children etc, mum was always to blame, and what kept my parents strong was their loyality and love towards each other and also putting each other first.

kaz_89
Aug 29, 2006, 08:13 AM
Wow you have been through a lot. Thank you for all your advice, I will definitely use it when I tell my mum. Its OK at the moment because she thinks there's nothing going on, she doesn't even know we talk, that's how much she doesn't want us together, we can't even talk! Anyway, before she used to check up on me where ever I went. For e.g. recently I was at his house, (told her I was with my friend nat) and she phoned me up and said "can i quickly ask nat something its impoertant" I knew she was just checking I was actually with my friend because she could have asked me to ask her, and its weird that she would want to chat to a friend of mine. Anyway I said to her that she had gone off with her boyfriend in the car and I didn't know where they went, and my mum got really suspicious and said "ok ill wait on the phone for them to come bak" I put the phone down on her because I had to get to the beach where my friend was. I got a lift there and she kept trying to phone me on my way there but I didn't answer. She text me saying "i know your with him, im coming to the beach now to see if your there" when I got to the beach I quickly told nat what had happened and told her to say she went off with her boyfriend. Then my mum came and I said "i told u i was here, i didnt answer ur calls cos u didnt believe me that nat had gone off" so that was lucky, and she said "ok im sorry its just how much u have kept from me u can understand" she went off and said shed pick me up later. Then I went walking to the other side of the beach while phoning my guy to say everything was OK. After I got off the phone my mum phoned me again saying "you just phoned him didnt you!" then she said "i saw u, ive been watching you from the car park on your phone" anyway that's how much she didn't want us together.
Do u think 5 months is a long time to wait to tell her? I'm 18 then. I'm just thinking of the best time to tell her. Last time she threatened not to send me any pocket money at my dance school which I really need for supplies, as I board at the school. She said "you can get him to send you money to support you then since you want him to much, im not sending you anything" and she didn't, my guy had to send me money, which I felt bad about.

JoeCanada76
Aug 29, 2006, 09:08 AM
You know what I see. I see you making excuses for your mother and trying to keep her happy. You need to stop running from your mother. You need to face up to her. If you keep lying and keep covering things up it is just going to make things harder in the long run. Stop with the excuses and cover ups. You do not need to live your life like that. Your afraid of your mother, but you should not be. If you want independence and you know your mother will make your life hell. Then you need to be prepared to begin to support yourself.

kaz_89
Aug 29, 2006, 09:17 AM
Yeah I no and you are right, I am scared, really scared. You think it would be a good idea if he came in with me to tell her? And I asked earlier, is 5 months too long to wait to tell her, since that's when I'm 18 or should I tell her sooner?
Thank you

JoeCanada76
Aug 29, 2006, 09:48 AM
Okay, what do you think personally is the best for you. Do you think that you should wait until your eighteen. Or get the ball rolling now. If your guy is man enough and wants to deal with this problem and you go through it together would be the best thing. That will show your mom that both of you are willing to stick together and show her that you both care for each other no matter what she thinks. In my opinion, what did I say in my post. I said the longer you wait the harder it will be. Your mature enough to do this now. Is your boyfriend prepared for this? Your welcome. I know you are looking for guidance and what to do. I can not guarantee a pretty out come but it is you that needs to make the decision and follow through with it. If this is what you want to do.

kaz_89
Aug 29, 2006, 10:28 AM
Thank you very much. Yeah ill tell her as soon as possible. I go bak to school on Monday so I guess this weekend will be the best time. Only thing is that I don't want to spoil the whole sumer by telling her before I go back to school. Ill have to sleep on it. I guess I should as I want to get it over and done with. Yes my boyfriend is prepared for this. Ill dress him up nicely and mae sure he looks spick and span then she can't say anything about his appearance. Thanks for the luck. Ill let you know how it goes. And if there's anything else I should know please tell me.

Krs
Aug 30, 2006, 12:10 AM
Good Luck kaz_89.
Walk in there wi your head up and keep your boyfriend close and hold his hands at all time in front of your mum.
Keep us posted.

kaz_89
Aug 30, 2006, 09:49 AM
OK this is an emergency so get back to me quick please. I've been using my house phone to phone my guy, stupidly thinking the number wouldn't turn up on the bill, and I think my mum got it today because I went downstairs before and she said "who were you at the beach with today?" (as I went to the beach with my guy) and I said "no one, why?" and she said "cos someone said they saw u with someone today", anyway I then went back upstairs and phoned my guy and the 1st thing he said was "im so sorry" I said what for? And he said "your mum just phoned me and i thought it was you phoning cos ur witheld number and you mum asked if it was me and i said yes and she put the phone down" then I realised my mum was just asking that question to get me scared or something. What do I do? I'm scared now. Do I tell her tonight when she questions me? Do I invite him round now to tell her? Help!

Wildcat21
Aug 30, 2006, 10:46 AM
You need to sit down now with your Mom and discuss this.

YOU BOTH NEED TO LISTEN.

You need to cxome up with A LOT of greatreasons WHY he is a great guy.

And ask her why she doesn't like him.

momincali
Aug 30, 2006, 02:43 PM
Skell is right. As parents, we're older and have more experience. Besides, we can see things that you can't because of your love for him, and we know that love is not enough. Why is your mother wrong in wanting someone with a little more ambition? Maybe your mom is concerned that you may get pregnant. Maybe she's concerned that he will break your heart. Maybe she's concerned that you'll slowly forget about school or college. It's not so much because he is in a different social class than you are, it's that he doesn't have the desire or is not putting in the effort, to be the best he can be. He doesn't dream of pursuing an education and following a career that would enable him to achieve great things, and one day, having a nice home for his wife and children. I know that I would rather my daughter date someone who treated her well, respected and loved her, more than someone who had money. But that he treat her well is not enough, because one day, it won't be enough for her either. I would want him to be well balanced. To go to college and then pursuit a respectable career that would make him financially stable, so that if one day he decided to ask for my daughters hand in marriage, he would reassure me that he can support her and the 57 grand-children they should give me.

My own teen aged daughter has a boyfriend who's family is not financially stable, at all. He used to be pretty embarrassed to come to our house, cause he said he felt intimidated and overwhelmed by the difference of what we had and what he didn't. However, this kid is awesome. He gets straight A's in school, is an over-achiever and a half, a math/engineering wizz, is getting grants left and right, hard working and he treats my daughter like a queen, without letting her walk all over him. He works part time to help him single mom out. He already knows what college he's going to and is making plans to intern at different companies and attending a junior college over the summer. He's great and I don't give a heck how much money he doesn't have because he's working hard to change that. He doesn't want to struggle in life, he wants to give his mom some well deserved help and he's focused, goal oriented.

Maybe that's what your mom is looking for. Only way to know is to talk to her, but stop keeping secrets, it helps no one.

talaniman
Aug 30, 2006, 02:50 PM
Showtime!! The secrets out and now is the time to state your case. Try to be mature and be ready to listen, always be respectful and NO ultimatums.

ritac
Aug 30, 2006, 02:56 PM
When I was in high school my boyfriend was black and as you can imagine I heard the same thing except I dealt with the race issue. What did I do? I eloped and have been with my husband for 22 years. I am not by any means telling you this was the right decision , But it turned out to be the best decision for us. My family now adore my husband. When your MOM sees how much you guys compliment each other she will change her mind. She is after all your mom and looking out for your best interest.

JoeCanada76
Aug 30, 2006, 10:45 PM
You need to let her know the truth that you have been talking to this person and that you want to tell her. Your mother seems very unreasonable but it is your decision to make. You need to as Tal said it is showtime and you need to lay all the cards on the table. I know you are scared and I know you are having a hard time with this and I can tell you it will get a lot worse. What you need to do is stand your ground with your mother. What you need to do is have your boyfriend with you. There are many stories of loved ones having hard times with family members but in the long run things seem to work out. You need to always stay strong. Please do not give up, no matter how tough things get because In my own situation I only told you a small number of situations and it finally worked out for the best. Although there are situaitions that arise occasional everything does end up working out for the best in the long run. SAY AND DO WHAT IS BEST FOR YOUR HEART, SPIRIT and MIND. Stay true to who you are and do not let anybody run your life for you or tell you what to do. You need to make your own mind, your own spirit and your heart happy. What makes you happy? I know what the answer is. Focus on those things and do your best to let go of the bad times, the bad memories. Keep what makes you happy close to you and what makes you upset and feeling bad far from you. This is only my advice. You need to do what is right for you. What you think will make you happy. Please keep us updated and let us know how things are going. Remember we will always be here for you. Always. So do not hesitate at anytime to get intouch with us.

Krs
Aug 31, 2006, 12:24 AM
I totally agree with these posts.
Speak to your mum, don't be scared. If you both can prove to her that your love is for real then she should accept that with no problems, if she loves you which I'm sure she does she will slowly slowly start to accept you and your man are an item.

kaz_89
Aug 31, 2006, 03:09 AM
Thank you for the replies, I couldn't reply yesterday straight away because my mum took the internet plug out because she didn't wnt me to use my laptop. And wel ill tell you now..
OK well she hit me really hard across the face as soon as she walked in and ovbviously that wasn't the best start. Then she shouted and started bringing me and him down saying he's going to ruin my college and my life, then she ended up saying "pack your things i can't even look at u let alone talk to you, let him support you!" called me horrible names that I can't really repeat on here, so I just walked out and asked him for a lift to his house. Then she text me saying I forgot my things and I said id pick them up when I came bak in the mornin when she wasn't there. Anyway, that night my brother phoned me crying, (he's 13) saying he wanted me home, and I said I want to see you but mum said she doesn't want me bak home, I told him id see him in the morning. So I stayed at my guys house the night and got the bus back this morning. I had to climb through the window because my mum locked the door, anyway, my mum was in her room when I looked. Then we had a bg argument again and she said "how is he going to suport you cos im not, not after you kept this from me" and I told her "i had to keep it from you because you would never accept it and now im fed up of hiding it from you" and she said "well fine then go, make him support you and give you money while ur at school, if you stay here you're not seeing him, if you go you can do what you like" so I started packing, I was crying because my brother was in the other rom and he wanted me to stay, but my mum was saying you're under my roof here and your not seeing him, and that's not fair because he's doing nothing wrong, except in her eyes he's not educated enough for me, or sophisticated enough. Do you think I made the right decision packing? Anyway, after a while she said "unpack your things, you can talk to him on the phone, you're staying here" and I said "no you can't stop me from seeing him so im going" then she said "fine do what you want but dont rub it in my face" then I said "i will, im seeing him later" and she said "do what you want". Its good she said that because then I can see my brother, but our relationships never going to be the same, we even said that. She said she's never going to support us, for accept us. She kept saying to my brother last night, "back me up here please" I was listening up stairs, and my brother said "i just want you two to get along and stop arguing" I don't want to hurt my brother, but its unfair that I should give up my love because my mum won't accept us, so I'm not giving up. Please reply soon. Thank you

Krs
Aug 31, 2006, 03:17 AM
Why isn't he sophisticated enough for your mum?
And why doesn't she think he can support you?
Does he work? What does he do?
Has your mum every meet him and spoken to him for her to judge him so much?

In your mums eyes, she is protecting you but actually she is pushing you further away.
People deserve chances... if you claim your boyfriend has done nothing wrong I can't understand why she doesn't even consider giving him 1 chance.
Your mum is worrying and acting like any mum would about her daughter if she didn't think much of a guy BUT she is acting selfishly... something I call SELFISH LOVE.

kaz_89
Aug 31, 2006, 04:15 AM
He isn't sophisticated enough for my mum because he lives in a states house, I think you call it counsil house. We haven't even planned a future together, we are just lovers. I don't understand her big problem. She has met him twice, that's it and it wasn't even to spend time with her and us, he was coming round to mine for me. Yes he does work, and he works very hard, he is a landscape gardener.he also has, engineering and carpentry on his CV. She doesn't think he is educated enough for me because he didn't do his A-levels or get any degrees from college. She said he can't string a sentece together, and he can't talk peroperly, (he can really of course) she says it to get to me, I think I know my own guy you know? She says she doesn't like him and she says my brother doesn't like him and they have only met him twice and won't give him a chance.

Krs
Aug 31, 2006, 04:25 AM
I think your mum is taking her own bad life experiences and protecting you from it. But as I said she doesn't realise she is doing wrong, she doesn't realise she is pushing you further away.

So what if he lives in council house!

God if all mums wouldn't let their daughters be with a guy because he didn't do A levels, and has no degrees and lives in a council house then you can take me for an example then I wouldn't be married to the man I love.

The issues your mum is arising with to me are invalid reasons.
He works hard and he is showing a lot of interest in her daughter, you!

kaz_89
Aug 31, 2006, 05:01 AM
Yeah I no. thanks for the reassurance. Its true because rite now I don't want to be here on my bed in the same house as my mum. I think she's scared he'll ruin my chances of college, but I've been with him for 2 years and I'm still in college doing what I'm doing. My mum never took A-levels, she's only just got to the stage of being a semi-accountant through rising up in her office job that she's had since she was in her 20's. Her boyfriend has no A-levels either. My brother seems fine now so is there anything I need to do about him though?

Krs
Aug 31, 2006, 05:05 AM
my brother seems fine now so is there n e thing i need to do about him tho?

I don't understand your question, sorry.

starlite
Aug 31, 2006, 05:08 AM
I think that you should let your mum know how you feel about this, about her behaviour and all. I am dating this guy I love very much and by other standards, he is lacking.. he has a nice job and all, but no degree.. he has a stable situation and I could even say a good situation. Treats me like princess too... my mom so far hasn't mentionned anything but then, I can sense her disapproval at times, when she is annoyed!you see, I am doing degree and all my friends are doctors and the like... so he tends to feel a bit out of place when with my friends... that's y.. I try not to let it bug me. But I never kept it hidden from my mum, though I doubt maybe deep down its not what she would have chosen for me...

talaniman
Aug 31, 2006, 06:25 AM
Your brother will be fine and you should do your best to keep in close contact with him. As for Mom, well, let her cool off. As for you, best to focus on getting your life together, that includes supporting yourself AND not getting pregnant. Sorry, but you and your new found freedom comes with adult responsibilities and since you find yourself out in the real world you have no choice but to be real. Good luck!

JoeCanada76
Aug 31, 2006, 06:27 AM
My wife's mother is always saying that I should be a doctor and win the lottery. She is always comparing me to other guys and saying other guys are smarter and so on and so on. Your mother had no ****ing right to hit you. That is physical abuse, and she has already been emotionally abusing you all these years. You did the right thing. You need to get out of that situation. You need to try to keep the lines of communications open, but if it does not work out then so tough love is called for. She does not want you to be happy, she is trying to make your life a living hell. You need to stay a way from that. I am hoping that your boyfriend will stick by you all the way through. You do not have to show or prove nothing to your mother. Others have said that you need to try to show your mother of how he treats you and so forth. You do not need to dress this guy up for your mother. It is not the clothes that make somebody. You do not have to continually having to defend him and yourself. You do not have to show your mother anything except that you love this person, this person loves you and you both make each other happy. Continue going to school. Do not give up on school because of what happened. I really do feel for you. I told you it will get worse but I promise you it will eventually get better. It could be a week, month, year. Just depends. Remember my wife and I went through similar things. Maybe not as bad as physical but the emotional abuse just as bad.

kaz_89
Aug 31, 2006, 01:21 PM
Thanks for those replies. Yes well I saw him tonight and I came back and only my brother is talking to me. My mum and her boyfriend are'nt talking to me. It's a bit upsetting but ill get used to it, id rather that, than her going on at me all the time, even though she probs will soon. I'm going back to college on Monday which I can't wait for because it means I can leave my mum to cool off. Anyway, my guy was so cute tonight, he kept asking if I was OK and cuddling me and reassuring me which felt so nice, I wish my mum could see how lovely he treats me. Him and his family have put up with so much, and gone to lengths to help me out with this problem and they're far away from fed up of me. So you think I should just carry on being calm and going about my own business?

JoeCanada76
Aug 31, 2006, 09:37 PM
Yes, Yes, Yes. Carry on being calm and going about your own business.

ritac
Sep 1, 2006, 02:03 PM
I have a friend who was/is a landscaper as well. Bought a 150,000.00 house and now it is valued at over 1.8 mil so I don't see the problem here only potential.

kaz_89
Sep 1, 2006, 03:45 PM
Well I think that its really sweet and kind that you are all backing me up so thank you. I got it hard at home at the moment, my mum called me a slut before I went to see my guy tonight, I went with him to babysit his nephew! Anyway, don't really know what else to say. Ill keep you posted.

JoeCanada76
Sep 1, 2006, 07:04 PM
Thank you for the updates, but we all know that your mother is a very abusive lady. We all know that for your sake it is better to keep your head up high and do not fall into any traps with your mother. Be happy, enjoy your life. Even though it may cause problems with your mother. Your old enough to know what is best for you and your mother needs to learn how to support you and not always drag you down to the ground with guilt trips and insults. Good luck with everything and yes it will be hard. Sometimes distance does amazing things.

Joe

kaz_89
Sep 3, 2006, 11:44 AM
Yeah I no, I mean last night I was out with my guy and she text me saying "sorry i didnt realise u left the house to go out, sorry i didnt say goodbye" and then I replied saying "its ok" then she text me bak a couple of kisses which was weird because she was so horrible this past 3 days, and today I went out with my guy and she was fine with me, but I think its because I'm going back to dance school tomorrow - in the car she said "god arent you excited for going back!?, i would be!" which under the lines means, ("i know you arent as chirpy because it was your last day with him today and you wont see him for a fare few weeks, well get over it.") because she's said it before. But yeah I was sad saying goodbye to him today, but I'm excited too, the reason I wasn't as chirpy was because I was sitting in the car with my mum! I mean I just don't have that connection we used to have anymore, but I can't tell her I don't like her company because she'll go mad. Lol. Anyway, thanks for the replies. You've really helped me over a massive hill, and its nice to have a weight lifted off my shoulders.

JoeCanada76
Sep 3, 2006, 12:05 PM
Happy to help. Enjoy your classes. It sounds like your mother is easing up a bit. Good for you. You did it on your own, getting over the massive hill.

Joe

kaz_89
Sep 7, 2006, 12:39 PM
Hey just fillling you in, I'm bak at college rite now so everythings fine. Ill let you know how it goes when I get home for half term.

kaz_89
Sep 23, 2006, 02:17 AM
Hi
I am at my nanas house for the weekend and I was at the station last night travellin up here from college. My mum phoned me and we were talking about my universities and stuff, anyway. I said "cant believe its only been 3 weeks" and she said "why, i thought it went quite quickly! are you counting down the days until you get back here?" I said "yeh i can't wait, but thats 4 weeks away" and she said "why can't you wait" and I said "cos its going so slowly, college is cool but everyones lookin forward to the holiday" and she said "why?" and I was thinking (stop asking 'why, why why' I know what she's thinking) and then she said "you have nothing to come back to here" and I said yes I do" she said "what" and i said "my boyfriend!" and she said "oh for gods sake!" and put the phone down on me. then i text her saying "you knew that was coming, you knew I was going to say that, so why keep asking why why why? And "you have nothing here!" so innocently when you knew!!

That really upset me, it was if she thinks because I'm over here I don't have a boyfriend anymore, do you know what I mean? Because she's been really nice to me while I've been here, blocking him out of everything. Also when I go back I have reletives coming over, and what shal I do, because yes ill take them out and things but I'm not dedicating my whole week to them! Is that selfish? I won't have seem my guy for 7 weeks and I would like to spend time with him too - its his birthday on one of the days I'm back also. What shal I do?

momincali
Sep 23, 2006, 06:18 PM
Your mom is being cruel and selfish at this point. While you don't want to cross her, you don't have to go out of your way to be nice or please her either. Be polite, courteous, call her once a week to ask how she is, that's about the only obligation you have to her. You want to make sure not to make her mad cause you want to have access to your little brother and she may not let you come and see him if she's mad at you.

And, no, you aren't obligated to spend all your time with relatives. Enjoy!

J_9
Sep 23, 2006, 08:06 PM
I agree with Momincali here. You also are not obligated to talk about your boyfriend. Keep you tone and conversation casual with your mother. Don't even bring up the boyfriend no matter how hard she pushes.

Keep him to yourself.

talaniman
Sep 24, 2006, 05:00 AM
Adults go about their business and don't worry about what others may say. Be polite but do your own thing.

kaz_89
Sep 24, 2006, 07:57 AM
Thanks guys that's helped a lot. :)

BIM
Oct 24, 2006, 12:08 PM
WOW :eek: What a post. Just went through them today and I feel sorry for you. I went through sort of the same thing (w/o the abuse) with my mom. Didn't want me to see this guy and all--my situation was different. I should have taken my moms advice, but that was like 20 years ago.

I would be curious as to how the visit home went? How are things coming? How is your brother?

kaz_89
Oct 24, 2006, 01:46 PM
Well I'm home now and we stayed in a hotel for one night for my guy's birthday but I just feel like she always tries to relate anything that goes wrong like arguments or just little things, back to being mine and my guys fault. I'm really depressed at the moment. I just don't want to spend and e time with my mum anymore. She's always moody with me, and uptight, she's like a short fuse! Its driving me crazy, I mean yeah its good I see my guy now with her knowing but she's still driving me away. Right now I can't wait to live in my new flat next yr, but that's nxt yr. I just had a go at my boyfriend tonight and went crazy and was crying and angry at him because of my mum, it wasn't even his fault and I'm having a go at him I felt really bad. My mum wants me to be perfect so she can show me off to her friends. She doesn't even want to do nice things with me, I just feel like I'm her little show girl to impress her friends, like a possession - because I'm at this dance school and I just auditioned for a really good college and I found out I got in, I was so happy! But it was as if she was thinking "right good shes got in, something else to make me look impressive" because she lies to her friends and rest of our family about me and my guy, just says "oh shes gne out with her girly friends" because she's too ashamed of me going out with him. (Jesus helper I need your help - u've helped me through so much) anyway she's pushing me away and I don't want to see her, I only come bak to see my guy really, my brothers at the age where he doesn't really care or understand my feelings, so I feel really alone on all this, quite frankly id rather him not understand I don't want to bring him to and e of this, he'll only worry. And e advice please let me know, a lot of you know what's happened in the past and have given me good advice. Thanks

BIM
Oct 24, 2006, 02:28 PM
First off: Be careful. I understand you said you stayed in a hotel with your boyfriend. That's great and all, but be careful not to get pregnant. You do not want to give your mother any more ammo than she is already using.

Are you just back for a few days? You may just need to ignore her, don't fight, don't let her know she is getting to you. And certainly don't let her abuse you any longer :mad:

Are you able to stay at you boyfriend house?

kaz_89
Oct 26, 2006, 02:44 AM
Yeah I'm back for a week. I have to spend the day with my mum today because she says she has hardly seen me. Lol, jusr going to be boring today. I'm going to try and sleep at my guys house tonight, my mum might say no but I mean she was fine about me in the hotel so don't see why I can't sleep out tonight. No don't worry I have all the protection I need, I'm very sensible and so is my guy. I definitely will not be giving her and e amo. I had an argument again with my guy yesterday and we nearly split up. I think because I have no control over what my mum says or how she makes me feel I'm ately trying to control my guy, I told him this and he totally understands, we made up and he said he'll stick by me and help me through the times I have to go home. I mean it all probably sounds worse than it actually is to you, I mean it is horrible I hate everything that's going on, but sometimes my mums nice to me like this morning, which is weird, but then most of the time she'll be really weird and then find excuses to annoy or pick at me which really upsets me. She's the type of person who critisises loads of people, but can't take criticism herself. If you get me? Anyway hope this all makes sense. Thanks

K_3
Oct 26, 2006, 04:34 AM
I have read your posts and goodness, you have quite a controlling mother. It is too bad she does not see what she is doing to your relationship. It is not your b/f fault, so take it easy on him. Try not to react to your mom's up and down behavior. Hard to do when you live with someone, I know. Try reacting differently to her. Do not be rude or thoughtless, but do not be on the defensive with her. When she goes off about all she does for you. Say, I know and I love you for that and I appreciate it all, and someday I hope to make you proud. If she gets on you about your b/f tell her he's a great guy, she should get to know him. Most of all, do not allow her to make you miserable and feel less of your abilities because she compares you and your brother. I have had friends in life that their mothers were just controlling to the point of being just mean sometimes. Nice one minute to make you feel guilty and awful the next and make you feel as though you are crazy or at fault. Your mother has issues with how she managed her life and feels she can make things better for you by controlling yours. Goodness, I have seem some miserble women married to rich men that go out on them and treat them badly. Money is not the answer to everything. You are right about college. Some people need it and others don't. I have a cousin that has a college education, he got tired of not making enough money, started a lawn care business in Vegas and my goodness he makes more money in a month than he did in a year. Do not feel guilty and do not allow your mother to put her anger on you. That does not mean you do not love her, just know she is wrong and she will never change and accept her for what she is. She will eventually accept you as you are, just be honest with her.. She threatened to kick you out but in the end did not.
Relax, know it will all be OK and you can not do anything about your mom, you are being honest, that is all you can do right now. Enjoy your week with your b/f and your family. Do what you want, do not feel guilty.
My mother told us we had a right to make our own mistakes, know they are our mistakes and we live with them and fix them. They are what builds character and makes us what we are today. Your mom is angry about her mistakes and does not want to see you make them, she just does not realize they were hers, not yours and she should grow from them. She thinks the mistake she made was no money. No, she married someone who had a drinking problem. Whole different story. Good luck have a fun week.

kaz_89
Oct 26, 2006, 08:41 AM
Thanks so much that was so helpful!

sexybeasty
Feb 19, 2007, 03:31 PM
Well, honey, you are almost 18. If you want to pursue this relationship as an adult, then go ahead once you ARE an adult. Do be aware though, that it is essential that your boyfriend get a decent job with benefits in order to eventually support. As you stated,yourself, you cannot live on love. Every suitor is a potential mate, so chose wisely. You are the one that has to live with your decisions. Good luck honey.