I am only 20 I have been besotted with my married boss for a while. We get along a recently he has been talking about his marriage troubles and plans to leave his wife. We ended up having amazing sex in the showers At work. After I thought it would be great but I feel sick inside because I love him and want this and he has left his wife now and is constantly calling me wanting to be with me. Do I risk this how can I ever trust this man

You can't trust him and you should have never put yourself in this situation by dating a married man. Since sex is involve of course your feelings for him have increase. Leave him alone and let him do what he is going do.

Also, another negative is getting involve with your boss. Why did you do that?

You need to think more of yourself and do better and wake up and smell the coffee.

The thing is, you shouldn't ever trust this man. He clearly has no problem with having affairs, and no respect for the sanctity of marriage or relationships in general. He has been using you, physically and emotionally. As much as it may hurt now, I think the best thing for you in the long run would be for you to call it off before it gets anymore intense. What would hurt more - walking away now or putting even more of yourself into this only to find that the tables have been turned and he's got another woman in the showers?