micheal ken
Feb 7, 2009, 02:14 AM
I'm 18 black male who at the age of 11 was subject to an accident involving a paper clip and my penis in 6th grade long story short a paper clip somehow got in my gym shorts and scared my penis it caused several small bumps to apear I know they are not sex related because I was a virgin at the time (I was 11 duh) and the only other time I had sex was a blowjob years after the accident( I was 16 and she got me drunk) the problem is that the bumps won't go away they are noticeable when I'm fully erect I'm afraid to tell my mother because she might find fault with the school and sue thu making it a big deal and I don't want anybody to know that I have bumps on my penis. Even though its not stds or anything like that I fear women will assume as much and leave me as soon as the time comes to be sexual. If there is some kind of cream that reduces scars on penis I would be forever grateful if you would share that information. You don't know how hard it is to live with something like this at such a young age. Its caused me to care less about everything
Sometimes I will want to talk to a girl but a voice in the back of my head says don't waste your time you have bumps on your penis no girl will want to be with you once she finds out what's the point? I don't think I will ever be able to enjoy the pleasure of being a father or even just having sex period because of this. It makes me feel like my penis is useless. And the fact that other than the bumps my penis is perfectly fine (7 inches) and the only woman in my life that ever gave me some was drunk and due to age laws probably
Statutory raped me doesn't help my situation. I feel confident in the way I look but not how I feel I hate how I feel...
Sometimes I will want to talk to a girl but a voice in the back of my head says don't waste your time you have bumps on your penis no girl will want to be with you once she finds out what's the point? I don't think I will ever be able to enjoy the pleasure of being a father or even just having sex period because of this. It makes me feel like my penis is useless. And the fact that other than the bumps my penis is perfectly fine (7 inches) and the only woman in my life that ever gave me some was drunk and due to age laws probably
Statutory raped me doesn't help my situation. I feel confident in the way I look but not how I feel I hate how I feel...