Well I am a 38 y/o lady and it seem that life is becoming almost to much to bear I'm no good at anything I do any more I have icolated myself for many years and I have contact with no one unless I need to I'm disabled and no one seems to understand enough is enough as far as that goes. My children have serious problems and of course I'm mom so this is a reflection of me my dad is sick or worse going insane I don't know where I stand on that I feel like if I don't get help I am going to bust is it time to check in or check out or what where do I even start?

I sense your feeling of helplessness, but you can handle this if you will choose to. I know this as you have handeled everything in life so far and you can handle this if you will believe in yourself.

To make things better, I recommend the following; 1 seak out prpfessional help to overcome the despair your are feeling, 2 call 911 if you ever start to carry out a plan to kill yourself and 3 ask God for the wisdom and ciurage you need to get things turned around, He will give you what you need if you trust Him.

Best wishes,
Dwalex