bittersweet89
Jan 8, 2009, 02:22 PM
Okay. So here's the deal. I think maybe my whole life I've seemed to be paranoid, terrified, yet intrigued by spirits. And I've had some experiences. Not a lot though and that's why I need help. A lot of the time I'm worried that its just me. But I have never been able to shake away the interest.
One of my first experiences that I can remember clearly was when I was younger, about 11. I was asleep in my room one night when out of no where my radio turned on with the music fully blasted. I woke up so fast I nearly jumped a foot in the air. I couldn't sleep the whole night. I knew that I hadn't left the radio on, and even if I did, how would the radio get so loud?
Now here's the problem, I've never actually seen a ghost, all I ever see is dark shadows that move. Not even clear shadows, sometimes they just seem to fade in and out.
(just to make it clear I have had experiences before that but have a hard time remembering)
Another time I was about twelve and I was home alone at about 11 o'clock. I went to call my parents because they were later then I had thought they would be. As I went to go sit down on the chair in the kitchen next to the counter. An empty glass bottle slid of the counter and smashed on the ground, just missing my foot.
I had so many fears in my head for so long about ghosts, that I just tried to forget about them, and I did. But a couple years later, I have been seeing the shadow again, and sometimes I will see something move in the corner of my eye, but when I look there is never anything there. A lot of the time I don't feel alone and feel that I'm being watched. I don't have things moving around anymore or anything like that.. but sometimes while I lie in bed at night I swear I see a shadow move around my room and sometimes lean over like there watching me. Sometimes it scares me so much I can't move. I'm now 18 and the experiences don't seem to be going away.. All I need to know is if this is something I should worry about.. if it is really a spirit, or if it just my emagination?And how can I find out more?
One of my first experiences that I can remember clearly was when I was younger, about 11. I was asleep in my room one night when out of no where my radio turned on with the music fully blasted. I woke up so fast I nearly jumped a foot in the air. I couldn't sleep the whole night. I knew that I hadn't left the radio on, and even if I did, how would the radio get so loud?
Now here's the problem, I've never actually seen a ghost, all I ever see is dark shadows that move. Not even clear shadows, sometimes they just seem to fade in and out.
(just to make it clear I have had experiences before that but have a hard time remembering)
Another time I was about twelve and I was home alone at about 11 o'clock. I went to call my parents because they were later then I had thought they would be. As I went to go sit down on the chair in the kitchen next to the counter. An empty glass bottle slid of the counter and smashed on the ground, just missing my foot.
I had so many fears in my head for so long about ghosts, that I just tried to forget about them, and I did. But a couple years later, I have been seeing the shadow again, and sometimes I will see something move in the corner of my eye, but when I look there is never anything there. A lot of the time I don't feel alone and feel that I'm being watched. I don't have things moving around anymore or anything like that.. but sometimes while I lie in bed at night I swear I see a shadow move around my room and sometimes lean over like there watching me. Sometimes it scares me so much I can't move. I'm now 18 and the experiences don't seem to be going away.. All I need to know is if this is something I should worry about.. if it is really a spirit, or if it just my emagination?And how can I find out more?