What to about an ex-girlfriend who I know still loves me a whole lot, and I would love to have her back in my life even though I considered her the anit=christ for all the BS she did to me after we broke up. She brings it to me but then it seems like to me she is playing games. I think she is playing games to protect her on feelings,but I don't know. She could just like to with me, don't know why. I know there is an easy answer to this? I know I should kick her to the curb and move on but it is easy said then done. I don't feel like she could ever be the girl that I onced loved and it is really sad. I guess what goes around comes around. Any advic would be great.

Hard to tell if she is playing games considering the limited info, but to be honest, you have already answered this yourself. Yes, it's easier to say to kick someone to the curb, than it is to do it, but the bottom line is, you HAVE TO DO IT. Leave her behind and move on, and don't think about what she is doing.

I would love to have her back in my life even though I considered her the anit=christ for all the BS she did to me after we broke up.

Talk about contradicting yourself, but with the little info you have offered, seems best to leave her alone, disappear from her life, and not put up with whatever she is doing.

We all know here, that its easier said than done, as is anything in life, that you have to do is.