I am 28 years old and I am in love with a 22 years old girl for the last 2 years (meaning we got 6 years difference).

That's how everything begun.

The girl didn't found me good enough for her so after 5 months of friendship, when I decided to make a move, she dumped me and I felt like every lover, the world falling apart.

After that, I began acting like an antisocial. First, I was afraid to let go of the dream my mind had made with her, then when I met her friends, everyone was acting like "what the hell does he want with us? isn't he old?". I felt the people mocking me behind my back because they wanted to look more important in front of her eyes. I felt so weak. No, I am weak.

Even now that I speak, the same situation continues. I ran out of friends. I feel like people disrespect me, mostly because of my psychology and secondly because I am not actually good looking...

She now has a relationship for 2 years with a guy who's 2 years younger than her. I don't know, am I THAT an , fugly or bad? And why do I have to speak to someone a dozen of times to receive a proper answer? I feel so meaningless, so little. People actually tell me that I don't have a decent behavior for a 28 year old person and I can't see why.

Stay away from people who make you feel bad about yourself. They make you feel bad to make themselves feel better. They must have little or no selfesteem or respect. They don't like themselves. Its called self projection. Close that door and move on!

It's not just them. It's even the people at my office. It made me lock up inside my walls, thinking it's the right way.

And the comments about me having a strange behavior came from mouths of people that I believe they know me. Even I admit it. But I don't know from where to start...

Have you thought of seeing a professional to get and idea of what is going on with you? Sounds like you don't even like you and for that I am sorry!!

Yeah, will do. Thanks a lot. :)

There is nothing wrong with talking to a professional they can give you ideas of how to handle situations. Make positive changes in your life if need be and just accept yourself for who you are. You have to like yourself before others will like you.