Ok, about 5 months ago around mid summer, me and my girlfriend were forced to break up from her parents cause they found out we had sex. It was really messy, and they cut off all communication with us. They forced her and pushed her to loose feelings for me, so she was just nothing but mean to me. We have been best friends for almost 2 years and a couple for one.

The thing is, after all this time I still have feelings for her. The only way I see her is online, and its just her S/N. We agreed not to talk a lot so we don't get in trouble. IDk what to do. I've been out with a lot of girls since, but I just don't get the same feeling I get with her. When see her smile, or hear her voice, or have her natural smell, or talking ot her. I don't get the same feelings with any other girl. No matter how hard I try, I just think and miss her more and more.

She's just so angry about everything that happened, that she isn't thinking. LIke now, she's going out with a guy that does not fit her. ITs like she doing it just so she isn't alone since she can't be with me. Even when I ask online if we can meet one time so I can say goodbye, she never answers, or just says no. And we've argued for like the past two weeks about us and she never brought up the guy, which would have stop any problems, but she didn't do it. Idk why she woudlnt just come out and tell me.

Idk what to do, I know if I got a chance to see her, I can win her heart again, but up to now she only see me online. IF I just let her go, I'll never forgive myself. What do I do?

You need to let her go. She's seeing someone else. You have to stop talking to her. The fact that you see her get online isn't helping your situation. Take her off your buddy list or block her screen name. I know you say your parents forced you guys to break up but I think if it were meant to be you guys would have found a way to stay together.