jumpsfroggie
Nov 13, 2008, 01:01 PM
OK, it's a long story and a bit hard to explain but I want to help my friend.
To start of with my best friend got a new boyfriend but he got to 'clingie' and would never leave her so after a few weeks of trying to see it through she finally dumped him. The guy, Reece didn't take it to well (apperently he had a long relationship in Primary school and when they broke up he went a bit strange). He was planning to run away, be emo and become suicidal, however me, having some experience in that area try to help him (It was one time ago and it felt like I had no friends, but I got new friends).
After 35 suicide attempts! We became close friends, best friends in fact even though he is a boy and I'm a girl. As time goes by in high school we get feelings for each other. I know that nothing is ever going to happen, he's by best friends-ex and a bit mental, so eventually I get over him but he hasn't got over me. I tried to tell him but things didn't happen the way I planned so both of us went a bit emo (I know it was stupid, but I didn't feel horrible for virtually killing my friend). So I tell him my dreams where misguiding me as I hated seeing him like this (in my dreams I kept kissing someone I am pyhsically attractted to).
After a few days I tell him because its not healthy for either of us. Now things have died down and seem normal between us, but he is finding it very difficlut to cope with (I don't see why, its not like we went out :S) he keeps having 'prefect' dreams where we kiss but wakes up and wants to die because its not happening.
I want to help my friend not to feel so depressed angry and pathetic but I have tried but I am a bit sick of telling him the same things over and over. If any body has and tips, please I would like to hear them.
fnx. X
p.s I duno if it helps but were both 15
To start of with my best friend got a new boyfriend but he got to 'clingie' and would never leave her so after a few weeks of trying to see it through she finally dumped him. The guy, Reece didn't take it to well (apperently he had a long relationship in Primary school and when they broke up he went a bit strange). He was planning to run away, be emo and become suicidal, however me, having some experience in that area try to help him (It was one time ago and it felt like I had no friends, but I got new friends).
After 35 suicide attempts! We became close friends, best friends in fact even though he is a boy and I'm a girl. As time goes by in high school we get feelings for each other. I know that nothing is ever going to happen, he's by best friends-ex and a bit mental, so eventually I get over him but he hasn't got over me. I tried to tell him but things didn't happen the way I planned so both of us went a bit emo (I know it was stupid, but I didn't feel horrible for virtually killing my friend). So I tell him my dreams where misguiding me as I hated seeing him like this (in my dreams I kept kissing someone I am pyhsically attractted to).
After a few days I tell him because its not healthy for either of us. Now things have died down and seem normal between us, but he is finding it very difficlut to cope with (I don't see why, its not like we went out :S) he keeps having 'prefect' dreams where we kiss but wakes up and wants to die because its not happening.
I want to help my friend not to feel so depressed angry and pathetic but I have tried but I am a bit sick of telling him the same things over and over. If any body has and tips, please I would like to hear them.
fnx. X
p.s I duno if it helps but were both 15