oxyloron
Nov 2, 2008, 04:19 PM
In navigating to this site, my emotions are belittled.
How do I escape who I am?
Who I am and who I pretend to be are so far from the other. It's a sickening feeling when you can feel your ribs crack and heart break. I can see who I can become, but don't believe in myself. I'm not worth a . I hate the people around me, staring with their vacant sheep eyes.
They say how are you not happy?
Worried
Anxious
Eyes darting
Spine twitching
SOMETHING IS NOT RIGHT WITH MY MIND
But you would never know looking at me. I'm too thin. I'm too smart. I'm too beautiful.
If you crawled into my brain you would kill yourself.
If they didn't need me, id kill myself too.
How do I escape who I am?
Who I am and who I pretend to be are so far from the other. It's a sickening feeling when you can feel your ribs crack and heart break. I can see who I can become, but don't believe in myself. I'm not worth a . I hate the people around me, staring with their vacant sheep eyes.
They say how are you not happy?
Worried
Anxious
Eyes darting
Spine twitching
SOMETHING IS NOT RIGHT WITH MY MIND
But you would never know looking at me. I'm too thin. I'm too smart. I'm too beautiful.
If you crawled into my brain you would kill yourself.
If they didn't need me, id kill myself too.