skyline349
Oct 14, 2008, 02:40 PM
This isn't so much a relationship question as much as it is a what am I supposed to do now question but anyway I'm 17 years old an my ex and I broke up about a half a year ago an so far nothing is getting better I was the one who made the mistake of breaking up with her because I thought I didn't have as strong feelings as I used too. Now I miss her more than ever, an what's making this terrible for me is that we have 2 classes together an she sometimes comes to me for advice over her relationship and I try to act like I'm fine with it and that I'm over her but deep down I'm not at all. Now with breakups I'm usually fine with them an ill get over it by going out to parties an taking my mind off it but its started to affect my sleep. Every day I go to sleep I have dreams about her and me and that her and her boyfriend break up and we get back together and we tell each other we love one another an its truly the best feeling knowing that everything is OK again, but then every time I wake up to the horror that none of it was true and its killing me inside its all I think about now an I hate going to bed cause I know I will have another dream, please if anyone can offer help what should I do I miss her