LittleBlackKat
Oct 14, 2008, 12:39 PM
Lately, I have been finding it really hard to bring this topic out in the open, but now I feel if I don't someone I love will get hurt really badly.
I noticed recently, that I have been blacking out quite a bit, more than usual, because sometimes I will get the occasional headache and déjà vu, but now they are getting more frequent and serious.
My friends told me whenever I am sleeping, I say the weirdest things in my sleep, and one of my friends taped me and it sounded like I was speaking in another language. It scared the heck out of me.
I feel that I am losing control over what I say to others and how I behave around others as well. For example, last week, in the middle of an important presentation, my teacher stopped to ask me a question, and I brought up the most absurd rude comeback before him. And I wasn't even thinking about it. It's like it slipped out by itself.
I am getting more ill as the days go by, and I and swear I can't remember much of what happened earlier on in my life either.
Am I really possessed as my parents are telling me? Or is this a phase? Thank you.
I noticed recently, that I have been blacking out quite a bit, more than usual, because sometimes I will get the occasional headache and déjà vu, but now they are getting more frequent and serious.
My friends told me whenever I am sleeping, I say the weirdest things in my sleep, and one of my friends taped me and it sounded like I was speaking in another language. It scared the heck out of me.
I feel that I am losing control over what I say to others and how I behave around others as well. For example, last week, in the middle of an important presentation, my teacher stopped to ask me a question, and I brought up the most absurd rude comeback before him. And I wasn't even thinking about it. It's like it slipped out by itself.
I am getting more ill as the days go by, and I and swear I can't remember much of what happened earlier on in my life either.
Am I really possessed as my parents are telling me? Or is this a phase? Thank you.