I love BOYS no doubt about it;
.. .

But there's always been apart of me that yearned for girls secretly.

AIRING OUT: I have watched pornos before!

In the beginning I [visualized] I was "THE" girl

But now I [visualize] me & "THE" girl!

CRAZY RITE!

So what does that make me?

If its bi, then I don't like the stud type but I wouldn't want to be the stud either.

How does that work?

Should I try it?

Since this is in the teen section, I have to ask how old you are before giving advice.

Im about to turn 16

At your age it's very normal to be a bit confused. If you were gay then you'd know it already, and since you are attracted to males, I'd say you aren't gay. Now, are you bi? Well, only you can know that, I can't tell you. You say you are attracted to girls, are you sure it's sexual attraction? When I see a pretty girl I always look twice, but I assure you, I'm not even remotely Bi-sexual (not that it's a bad thing).

As for testing the waters, I don't recommend that. First of all, you're too young (yes I know that 16 year olds know everything, but really sweetie, you're too young), secondly, if you decide to experiment, you may end up hurting someone else, or yourself for that matter.

Give it some time, you'll figure it all out.

Good luck. :)