My husband has cheated on me several times. He makes me feel worthless. The only thing is he is like the perfect husband otherwise. He cooks massages my feet or my shoulders when I'm tired and cleans and still works. His a wonderful father to our children. But he doenst speak to me about things that matter. We have no communication. I don't trust him now and he is starting to treat our son the same way he treats me. I feel my love for him fading away with each day however I am afraid of his reaction as I have mentiond in the past that I want to leave and he threatended me and his life. He has a disorder called bipolar and was abused and neglected as a child. He is in therapy and on medication and he has no-one else but me and the children. I don't know what to do

My husband has cheated on me several times. He makes me feel worthless.

Do you have somewhere to go, or visit for a while?? Obviously you need to remove yourself at least temporarily, to think for about your long term future.

I feel your misery, and maybe it would be better to deal with his problem, on his own. Bi-polar, and cheating, are two different things, and the cheating is what is making you miserable, and unhappy, and you don't deserve that treatment.

I tried to end it last night and he threatened to jeopardise my job and hurt me. More than anything I want to be away from him. I feel like his suffocating me. I feel like I have no choice but to go back home tonight. I don't have anywhere to go that is safe. I'm afraid that if I go to my parents he might do something or threaten to do something to them or our kids. I don't know how I'm going to work today because I'm afraid that his going to come to my place of work and make a scene.