mackythehacker
Jul 24, 2008, 02:59 PM
hello =]
well, about 3 weeks ago, I found out a girl who I asked out in 1st year (3 years ago) liked me,
she asked me out and I said yes :)
it has been nearly 2 weeks into our relationship and... I can't get her off my mind...
Every time I see or think about her, I get butterflies in my stomach, even when I see a picture of her, I get that same feeling :D
Yesterday, I got the guts to tell her to her face in front of all my friends that I loved her, and when she said it back.. it made me smile :) Now, if your thinking, ''thats no big deal'' It is for me. I have NEVER smiled without someone asking me to or when I laugh, sense my grand dad pasted away and that was nearly a year ago, sense he pasted on, I have been depressed all the time, thinking about all the fun times I had with him, and all the war stories he used to tell me, and that was the only thing keeping me going, but when I did want to cheer up a little bit by thinking of him, it just made me brake into tears because I miss him :(
We both trust each other very well, and we both know that sex is a long way from us.
what I really am asking is: all these happy feelings when I'm with her, and stuff... is it love?
I have been with quite a lot of girls, but NONE of them have made me feel the way she does...
thanks for reading and thanks for the help :)
well, about 3 weeks ago, I found out a girl who I asked out in 1st year (3 years ago) liked me,
she asked me out and I said yes :)
it has been nearly 2 weeks into our relationship and... I can't get her off my mind...
Every time I see or think about her, I get butterflies in my stomach, even when I see a picture of her, I get that same feeling :D
Yesterday, I got the guts to tell her to her face in front of all my friends that I loved her, and when she said it back.. it made me smile :) Now, if your thinking, ''thats no big deal'' It is for me. I have NEVER smiled without someone asking me to or when I laugh, sense my grand dad pasted away and that was nearly a year ago, sense he pasted on, I have been depressed all the time, thinking about all the fun times I had with him, and all the war stories he used to tell me, and that was the only thing keeping me going, but when I did want to cheer up a little bit by thinking of him, it just made me brake into tears because I miss him :(
We both trust each other very well, and we both know that sex is a long way from us.
what I really am asking is: all these happy feelings when I'm with her, and stuff... is it love?
I have been with quite a lot of girls, but NONE of them have made me feel the way she does...
thanks for reading and thanks for the help :)