Sonador101
Jul 10, 2008, 02:50 PM
So many things,
That I want to change.
Thses things,
About me,
About my life,
I wish could've been different.
People,
Places,
Familiar faces,
Falling away.
But ifnone of it happened.
Who would I be?
Would I bewho I am?
Who I write what I have written?
Would I love, like I love now?
Would I know how,
To be strong,
To get along?
Would I beweak,
Unable to speak?
Would I still,
Be consumed,
By unbearable fear?
Would I enjoy,
Being loved,
Since it is so rare?
Would I even be happy?
If he never left,
If our money we still had,
I'd be ignorant,
And glad.
I wouldn't have learned,
How to find,
What they didn't want me to find.
But would I be me?
Is this who I am,
Supposed to be?
Was I meant to suffer,
So others wouldn't have to?
Are the poems I write,
Going to help anyone?
I want to change,
But who would I be?
Would I like her?
Who would I be?
Or I am supposed to be,
This person.
Forever, more.
That I want to change.
Thses things,
About me,
About my life,
I wish could've been different.
People,
Places,
Familiar faces,
Falling away.
But ifnone of it happened.
Who would I be?
Would I bewho I am?
Who I write what I have written?
Would I love, like I love now?
Would I know how,
To be strong,
To get along?
Would I beweak,
Unable to speak?
Would I still,
Be consumed,
By unbearable fear?
Would I enjoy,
Being loved,
Since it is so rare?
Would I even be happy?
If he never left,
If our money we still had,
I'd be ignorant,
And glad.
I wouldn't have learned,
How to find,
What they didn't want me to find.
But would I be me?
Is this who I am,
Supposed to be?
Was I meant to suffer,
So others wouldn't have to?
Are the poems I write,
Going to help anyone?
I want to change,
But who would I be?
Would I like her?
Who would I be?
Or I am supposed to be,
This person.
Forever, more.