KaylaCares
Jun 26, 2008, 01:31 PM
I was going out with my former ex boyfriend for a year I had one miscarriage from him because I was fliping over some chick he was about to cheat on me with.. I was hurt and I still can't think about it
we still talk as friends behind his new girlfriend's and family's back. We have made love even while he was with his new girlfriend. He told me he loves me on the phone that right now is not time for me and him to go out again. My heart is broken and his being is the only way I'm happy. I don't know what is he thinking that he can get his cake and eat it to obviously since just about anything he does makes me smile although I "hate" him
well I just found out and not from him that his new girlfriend is pregnant
I'm extremely mad I want her to lose her kid =x
I don't know what to do
my thing to do is nothing absolutely nothing I can't kill her because I would go to jail and I can't tell her what me and him do behind her back since I don't want to look wrong
ugh I love my ex and there is no one to replace him I can't find it in me to move on I'm stuck and this moving on thing looks difficult
I don't even know how to explain this situatiion :confused:
I'm just mad and heart broken I don't want to be in an awkward situation with her because I might spill everything & he looks so happy with her :( & she's so called in love with him I don't want her to be in my shoes but neither do I
we still talk as friends behind his new girlfriend's and family's back. We have made love even while he was with his new girlfriend. He told me he loves me on the phone that right now is not time for me and him to go out again. My heart is broken and his being is the only way I'm happy. I don't know what is he thinking that he can get his cake and eat it to obviously since just about anything he does makes me smile although I "hate" him
well I just found out and not from him that his new girlfriend is pregnant
I'm extremely mad I want her to lose her kid =x
I don't know what to do
my thing to do is nothing absolutely nothing I can't kill her because I would go to jail and I can't tell her what me and him do behind her back since I don't want to look wrong
ugh I love my ex and there is no one to replace him I can't find it in me to move on I'm stuck and this moving on thing looks difficult
I don't even know how to explain this situatiion :confused:
I'm just mad and heart broken I don't want to be in an awkward situation with her because I might spill everything & he looks so happy with her :( & she's so called in love with him I don't want her to be in my shoes but neither do I