redAjumper
Jun 24, 2008, 10:18 AM
There are 2 guys in my life right now...
KS= I almost married him, we have been together for 4 years, he is sweet sometimes but he is a recovering alcoholic. He knows me, but he doesn't know if he loves me the right way. His family is nothing but divorces and cheaters so he is scared. I love him and I depend on him. He says he is scared of hurting me again.
CF= old friend from school, he is sweet but he just got out of a relationship of 3 years. He says he wants to date me but he is scared of hurting me. We have fun together but he doesn't know me like KS does. I like him a lot.
Me= I am manic depressive, have panic attacks, and a few other things... I already know I'm a lot to put up with, people don't stay around me long. I'm not real trusting of guys but I know KS so well that if he was doing something wrong... I would already know, I don't know CF that well but so far he hasn't lied to me. I have abandonment issues I never know what I am going to do but on the other hand I have strong rules for myself.
What the hell do I do? Try and date CF or try again with KS? Or neither?:confused:
KS= I almost married him, we have been together for 4 years, he is sweet sometimes but he is a recovering alcoholic. He knows me, but he doesn't know if he loves me the right way. His family is nothing but divorces and cheaters so he is scared. I love him and I depend on him. He says he is scared of hurting me again.
CF= old friend from school, he is sweet but he just got out of a relationship of 3 years. He says he wants to date me but he is scared of hurting me. We have fun together but he doesn't know me like KS does. I like him a lot.
Me= I am manic depressive, have panic attacks, and a few other things... I already know I'm a lot to put up with, people don't stay around me long. I'm not real trusting of guys but I know KS so well that if he was doing something wrong... I would already know, I don't know CF that well but so far he hasn't lied to me. I have abandonment issues I never know what I am going to do but on the other hand I have strong rules for myself.
What the hell do I do? Try and date CF or try again with KS? Or neither?:confused: