HomeisNowhere
May 15, 2008, 08:18 PM
I'm not really sure what I should do, hence the question, but, to start things out I guess I'll give the basics. I'm 17 ( barely ), and my (ex?) boyfriend is 15, almost 16. Neither of us had ever had a relationship with someone until we met each other. We have been dating for 6, almost 7 months now, and I'm pretty sure I blew it. I think what happened was that we got too serious too quickly. But today, I tried asking him if we would make better friends or not, because I could see it going either way, and he rightly assumed that I was trying to break up with him, even though I kind of wasn't, I didn't know what I was trying to explain to him, and therefore couldn't find the words. Now I know what I really wanted was to slow down. I was afraid of my independence being taken away, and I picked a horrible time to tell him about it, so I could only get bits of details in. I feel like one of those cases where you don't know what you have until you lose it, and I'm afraid he won't want me back after what I've done today, and I honestly don't blame him for it. What should I do? Because this is the most down to earth, nicest guy I've ever met, and I didn't want to ruin it, but I'm pretty sure I did. Please help...