I'm still in love with my ex-boyfriend, and we haven't been together since 2004. Our relationship was perfect, and we did everything right in order to make our relationship last. Before we actually became a couple; we were friends first. We learned things about each other before we got together, and after 3 months we finally started our relationship. We were actually in high school when we became a couple, but he got expelled for a reason I prefer not to say. After his explosion our relationship was off and on for awhile, but every time we got back together it felt like we were never apart. We never officially broke up; we just stop calling each other because we were young and stupid. The next school year we went to different schools, but he always new what was going on at my school (anything dealing with me). He knew who I liked, who I walking down the hall with, he knew everything. After I graduated from high school, I thought I was over him, but I found myself thinking about him everyday. During our relationship we never told each other that we love each other, but one day we were hanging out (as friends) an he told me that he was in love with me while we were together. I asked him when did he fall in love with me, and he said before we even got together (I was his first love and he was mine). It's been 4 years now, and he has a girlfriend but he still passes down my street hoping I would be outside. He sends me a txt every now and then, and he always gives me a wink ;). I haven't been in a real relationship in about 2 years, because I'm hoping and praying we will get back together. I respect his relationship with his girlfriend, and I would never do anything to come between them. I feel that our relationship isn't finished yet, and I want another chance. Am I being stupid???

(I am now 19 an in college)

If you are meant to be then you will be but at this time he has agirlfriend and I think you should try and move past this and get on with your own life,or before you know it you'll be 30 he'll have 2kids and be married and you will have wasted half your life waiting for him

If he wanted you so badly he wouldn't have agirlfriend he would have been knocking on your door along time ago but he didn't and I don't think he will

You should move on

if you are ment to be then you will be but at this time he has agirlfriend and i think you should try and move past this and get on with your own life,or before you know it youll be 30 he'll have 2kids and be married and you will have wasted half your life waiting for him

if he wanted you so badly he wouldnt have agirlfriend he would of been knocking on your door along time ago but he didnt and i dont think he will

you should move on

I totally agree, u need to move on and find somethind else to distract u xx

Us men like women like you, because we can do whatever we want, and you will always take us back. We can get as many females as we want, and you will still be ready with open arms, for us to come back to, even when we leave a number of times to be with someone else, you will still take us back. We give you nothing, but a few whispers in the ear every now and then, and still you take us back. You are the most perfect female patsy a man could ever have.

God I could write a book about how love makes you delusional (the book would be about me). NOBODY wants to admit that someone that they love, doesn't love them. As cookie monster put it, he wouldn't have a girlfriend if he loved you would he? Wouldn't desperate passion bring him to your door? Trust me, ignore the winks, he is just trying to have a backup or thing on the side (guy motives).

He was your first love. First loves have that magical feeling. I think you are remember how exciting it was in high school, and that's what you want back. Just the feeling, not necessarily him.

I'm sure there are plenty of cute guys on campus. Put yourself out there more. College will be one of the best times of your life, just like high school was. Get out and have fun, and just remember him as just that... a first love memory.