I'm a 20 year old woman. I've never had sex. I started masturbating when I was about 10 and got my first climax when I was about 11. And the pleasure was unbelievably amazing, So I masturbated quite a lot from then on. Almost every day, but sometimes I would go a week without it because then when I finally did it, it felt so good. I've only ever masturbated with the clitoris because when I go inside myself it never felt good and doing it with the clitoris always felt amazing. But for about two years now, when I play with my clitoris, it just doesn't feel good, but I always keep going because I was really addicted to that pleasure and I miss it so much, so I always hope that maybe It'll happen this time. Sometimes I get a little hint of the pleasure I used to have, but It's always dull and doesn't last. As for the climax, the walls of the vagina contract and I really hate the way that feels, it never used to happen, I guess it's normal, but I don't like it. And the climax doesn't feel good either, it starts to feel good but then the contractions start and the pleasure just dies out without giving me any kind of satisfaction. Afterwards, the clitoris just feels exhausted rather than satisfied. I also haven't felt horny in a long time. I know it's just sexual pleasure, but I'm really sad because I miss how wonderful it used to feel.

I think you had better go to a *good* therapist for help. Sex is pleasure and when it becomes unpleasant in any way, there is something very wrong.

Best wishes,