Ok a lot of stuff has gone down, still have had Zero contact since August. I don't really want to get into everything, LOL just the people who know my story could you please give me a " hang in there" stay strong " dont give up" your doing the right thing... lol thanks..

Don't give up, hang in there.

You can get through this, but now we wait, with bated breath for details, and updates, so don't be cruel.

Hang in there Buddy... and like Tal says updates would be good. Not only for you , but people in the early stages can read your story and benefit.

Every day you fill without her is a good thing.

Every day you can go and not think about her is a victory.

You are doing the right thing.