erin007x
Feb 6, 2008, 06:23 PM
So yeah .. I don't really know where else to go , who else to talk to .
My best friend moved to another country 6 months ago next week . She and I have been best friends since we met in grade 1 . That's more than 8 years . We've gone from spending every single day together , to not at all . Talking on the phone most nights , to rarely dialing her long distance number .
Now , I'm not one of those people who believe I can only have one best friend - in fact I have three - but none of them are as easy to talk to , or care as much as she does . Ihaven't known them as long , and feel like they still judge me for what I say and how I act . They miss her too , I know , but sometimes I feel like I'm the only one that cries herself to sleep most nights , and thinks about what our new highschool friends would think of her , or wonders if she's thinking of me too . My friends here never want to talk about her , and usually just brush me off with a " oh, stop being depressed . Just because she moved away doesn't mean you have to cry over it all the time " . I just don't think they get what I'm feeling . I'm not crying over it to get attention , and I can't help it ! She's like a sister to me , and now she's gone .
I really don't know what to do . No one is willing to listen to me , and there's no way that she's coming home any time soon .. please help me .
My best friend moved to another country 6 months ago next week . She and I have been best friends since we met in grade 1 . That's more than 8 years . We've gone from spending every single day together , to not at all . Talking on the phone most nights , to rarely dialing her long distance number .
Now , I'm not one of those people who believe I can only have one best friend - in fact I have three - but none of them are as easy to talk to , or care as much as she does . Ihaven't known them as long , and feel like they still judge me for what I say and how I act . They miss her too , I know , but sometimes I feel like I'm the only one that cries herself to sleep most nights , and thinks about what our new highschool friends would think of her , or wonders if she's thinking of me too . My friends here never want to talk about her , and usually just brush me off with a " oh, stop being depressed . Just because she moved away doesn't mean you have to cry over it all the time " . I just don't think they get what I'm feeling . I'm not crying over it to get attention , and I can't help it ! She's like a sister to me , and now she's gone .
I really don't know what to do . No one is willing to listen to me , and there's no way that she's coming home any time soon .. please help me .