Since he's a shy guy it's quiet hard to understand him.
1. we aren't that close, because we don't talk much even if we do it's mostly me starting the conversation!. and I'm fed up about it!
2. he barely comes to my class to chat up with me or anything!
3. we rarely hang out after skul, because we don't plan on... [it's not that I don't want to hang out with him after school, it's just that he's there sitting with his frens on the bench and I hate to go there where there's lot's of guys! ]
4. it's our holiday and he haven't called me it's been 3 dayz already!. and no mail also!
5. I really want to share my feelings with him but somehow I don't know if I'm shy or what I just don't share.
6. he barely have anything to say to me I think.. tho some how he used to love me... but now I'm unsure.. because of they thing he writes on his websites or his msn display name... something like heartbreaker and stuffs I think he's writing it to his ex?

Ahhh!. I don't know if I'm writing about him or me?. or what?. still guys what do you think?

O and one thing.. his interet has been cut of.. and his parenets are strick so he doesn't dare to call me when they'r around... but his mum always at home.. but still he haven't even called me.. even when he's out with his frens!. but his cousion still says that he loves me and I'm not understing him.. etc,

Umm, I'm going to say talk to him, you don't stand to lose anything at all by going and talking to him yourself, or ringing him yourself. Why should he be the one all the time to come and talk to you?

He barely takes the step forword.. and shuldn't boys be the one to come take a step forward?. more like why is it mostly me?