I have noticed that I always have a problem.
Im either ill.
Upset.
In pain.
Or just plain complaining about something!

1) I think I have illnesses, but I don’t, and I know it.
It makes me sad to think I'm not ill, how stupid do I have to be to want an illness?

2) My group of friends is falling apart!
B*ing, depression, smoking... tearing us apart!

3) A certain friend gets on my wick!
She's clingy and ruining my chances of new friends and relationships. (and she has a serious BO problem)

4) I am attention seeking.
I know for a fact that I am defiantly an attention seeker, I don’t know why since I hate people noticing me... im contradicting myself!
I suppose I don’t get enough "good" attention from my family, the only person I talk to for more than 5 seconds is my younger brother, now realising this, I am very, and deeply upset.
I am afraid of my dad and my mam thinks I'm someone I'm not, so if I act my usual self, she won't listen or connect...
And I have a small group of friends and I know them inside out, and since it's a small group of the rejections (people other people don’t want to be friends with) I don't meet any new people.

Should I seek counselling or something? I’m generally a happy person, but that’s because I don’t think of reality, and when I do, I want to cry. :(

(After this post I’m not coming on again for a week to try and sort my priorities out)

Deppession is not uncommon in teens, I was diagnosed with depression cause of schoolwork and girl(s).
It is hard for anyone to say because the simptoms can vary so see a doc

Maybe you just try too hard, relax and enjoy life.
You seem really hurt that your mom seems to take you for granted
Could you think of some things that would be mother/daughter quality time
And ask her if you can do some mother/daughter things together.
Think of some things you can do with you and your friends could do together that would be more constructive then you would have those things to talk about instead of b*ing

What kind of things do you enjoy doing? What do you want to do when you grow up?
Maybe you could think of a project or a hobby related to that to get involved with,

I used to do kickboxing with one of my friends, but it stopped because there weren't enough members, I really did like going.
We sometimes go shopping, but not always together, because there's always someone nobody likes.
And my mam works a lot and when she's off she just want's to relax, or she's busy doing house work.