pleasehelpme07
Jan 16, 2008, 01:33 PM
I am 18, I have a good job where I'm doing really well and I live with my parents. I have now started dating a 17 year old boy, who goes to college and so is unemployed. He suffers from ADHD and sometimes is a trouble maker. After two days of being with me, he started telling me he loved me and asking me if I feel the same, to which I said "yes". Although he insists that he is not using me, I still have my doubts even though his parents and sisters and sat down and reassured me that what he says is true. But because of my past, I just can't trust him because I have heard all of this before. His parents really like me and are always praising me. My parents can't stand him and refuse to let him in my house. I feel the need to have him with me all the time to make sure he's not cheating, but again, I know from my past that this is not right. Why am I so paranoid? Not only that, I am happy one minute and depressed the next. On Boxing Day 2007, I went to bed crying my eyes out wishing I didn't have to wake up the next day. Of course, I did and the next morning I spent a bit crying because I had woken up! The number of times I have walked out of work wishing I didn't have to go back. I had an argument with my boyfriend this evening and I stormed out, went and bought two bottles of alcohol and tried phoning his worst enemy to ask him out. My head really hurts pretty much all of the time and I regularly feel sick. I've tried counselling and talking to a doctor but they always fob me off with some story. Can you help me?